i thought this this thought will disappear when i wake up the nxt day.

but it's still here.

i duno y i think of it this waY.

something is so wrong wid me.

i noe i shouldn't.

but i feel that i should.

we shouldn't.

but i think we should.

TSK. IRONY =.="

SIGHS

hahahah ! thanks blog for listening to my rants (:

a pity u cnt talk to me.

guess i'll lay on bed and emo agn.

stone too.

cnt fall asleep.

爱情不是等你有空才珍惜

也不是等你觉应该才珍惜

wadeva i do ain't enough.

he dun have to lift a single finger and u'll talk so nicely to him.

this is not me being petty or wad.

this is like seriously.. UNFAIR.

i dun expect u to be super super super super gd to me.

but at least.. dun throw temper at me, as and when u like.

i'm tired even if u ain't.

tsk.

tsk.

tsk.

tsk.

tsk.

tsk.

will u only be satisfied when i put away ALLLLL my work.

just to keep the house clean and w/o a single sign of dust?

this is just so unfair

i feel so vexed.

deleting many things on impulse now ! x(

tsk.

tsk.

tsk.

:(

sighs.

wad am i thinking abt !!!

:(:(:( !!!!!

i actually has this thought..

WHY!?

OMGGG.

OMG WHY. :(

WHYWHYWHY!

GOSH.

ISSIT COS OF MY MOODINESS NOW?

:(

wth la tsk.

i come home late everyday from sch.

how do u expect me to help.

yes i helped.

but u nvr say abt it.

u just said abt the times when i nvr do anything.

=.="

lame laa.

TSSKKKKK !!!!!!!

i felt so useless for not being able to do anything to help

and.. tskk. can u stop ranting the moment u reach home?

i noe u're tired. but.. that's not the way u shld do. tsskkk =.="

everyone is so stressed out.

including me D:

but hey, plan our time wisely !!!

i nid to do that too !!!

now, i have more than 12 to-do-things in my list :(

oh bother.

well, wanna say, everyone..

just hang on. HANG ON...

just a bit more. the hectic period is ending soon.

the one month period is ending soon !!

stress makes us do things faster !!

dun be stressed D:

nid to do things !!

jy ah everyone D:

i nid to jy too !!!!

so many things to do.

dying soon alr :(

sch is soooo tiring !!!
fyp's ending in like 2 more months?!?!?

and we heven even settle on our company.

GOSH. we're soooooo dead.

wait. we're not even totally settled on design yet :(

great. super DEAD.

sooooo many thing yet so little time to do.

esp wid this addition of this module.

at least 2 new projects weekly.

thanks ah.

thanks for adding on to our heavy workload :)

kk. i shall stop ranting. LOL.

but i cnt stop ranting too.

no one to rant to :x heh.

HAHAHA. omg. so irony.

gosh gosh gosh.

and oh. tmr staying in sch till duno wad time for fyp :(

dreaded it sooo much !!

but it's 6 credits. cnt dun care :(

esp for me where my marks is at the dangerous zone D:

aaarrrrggggghhhh D':

on a side note..

one mech test, one pd's test.

nxt wk.. one interview test, one presentation

and FYPPPPPPP

during yog.. fyp :(

and right aft it, during our study wk. 3 tests.

and aft that. 3 exams.

ANYMORE?! D:

----------------------------------------------------

sighs.. been thinking abt a lot of things recently.

felt sooo empty.

i think i'm gng crazy soon. LOL

no wait. i'm always crazy wad.

those little little things that i've been thinking of are like..

wad happened in the past?

yeah i noe. since it's the past.

why think abt it?

but sometimes it kept haunting aft me :/

i only noe how to console ppl not to think abt the past.

but i cnt do it myself.

irony agn :/

other than that.. i've been thinking abt some other things. :(

*hhhmmm* :/

it's gd to confide in ppl. so that u'll feel beta..

i actually has a lot a lot a lot in my mind.

wanted to blog dem down,

to vent them out.

but i've forgotten most of dem alr.

that could be a gd thing too.

cos at least..

i have one lesser emo post (:

i'm just being confused i guess. :/

hope everything's fine, for u :)

*yawns*

so tired.

need loads and loads and loads of slp D:
and.. i'm lazy to update abt the outing previously :P

heh.

the ending of au revoir taipei is cute

i'm sry but i dun feel like talking now :(

sometimes..

i wished i were so smart that i can noe every single things that i should do.

and at times.. i just felt to tired of life.

and.. at times.. i just felt that thinking of ppl's flaws is so tiring.

so, i chose to think abt their gd pts.

and.. maybe cos of that . i got used to their bad pts i guess.

no one is perfect, yes. so no pt kept thinking abt their bad pts..

i only noe i'm so vexed wid everything.

i'm sooooo tired.

i nid a shoulder to lie on to.

even if dere is.. i dun have time to do so.

everything is suffocating me.. so much.

at times. i just dun recognise myself.

i rly duno wad a kind of person i am.

a quiet person?

a noisy person?

emo person?

happy person?

i guess i am all.

and whether i'm a nice person or a bad one in fact, i cnt say..

cos it's up to ppl to decide for themselves.

not me.

i hate to see ppl being so emo ard me where i cnt even do anything

i'd rather i'm e one emo-ing.

i'm seriously.... so tired.

physically yes for sure.

mentally? i noe i am feeling that way to the max last time.

now?

am i numb?

i cnt feel anything :(

it's so torturing.

very..

i only find myself emo-ing cos i'm being affected by ppl's mood.

or maybe it's cos i'm tired (physically) now.

so i sound weird everywhere.

sms. calls. blogs. plurk.

Everything is in a hectic recently.

last wkend.. i'm happily slacking.

cos i've like done almost everything.

but ytd is a super busy day.

it's gd to a certain extent.

cos i have no chance to slack :D

i must jyjy and jy.

everyone too !! :D

i love heart-to-heart-chats

at least, i can throw wad i feel , out.

it makes me feel beta.

it's beta than sms-ing at times..

when the message get passed out so slowly.

and ppl misinterpret my meaning.

and when late replies come,

i totally forgot wad i msged alr :x

HAHAH

i feel so bad.. for causing so much misery to you..

how i hate myself.

duno wad i can do, just to cheer u up D: