i'm always slow at things, i noe.

but at least, i'm truly contented wid wad i have.

and i love all my frens *loves*

look at things at another angle and things, truly will be so much beta.

i guess, i'm back to my positive side agn.

like finally :D

i shouldn't have asked for more (:

thank you for tdy :D

谢谢。你们有心了。:D

things ain't always as easy as ABC,

wid so many complications ard (:

I MISS THE PLURKERS

HAHAH i want outing xD but whennnnn???? D:

confused :/

feels so relaxed now xD

but only for now,

cos i needa get back to fyp soon ):
awww. how mood damper D:

but i'll persevere :D:D:D !!

exam is finally over xD

was so happy and went out wid coursemates tdy :D

heard the "train is coming" music agn and i rly felt like laughing.

cos it rly sounds sooo funny ;x

F: you rly laugh so easily hor

S: it's a gd thing wad.

F: ya, easily "containted"

me: *huh? shen me lai de?*

S: is easily contented la.

LOL

F: aiya, it's the same thing

fren took part in NYNY's challenge.

:D and .. i left just 10 b4 the competition ended.

i think he cmi :x HAHA

and went to find waiyu aft that :D

why are u so temperamental?

you changed so fast, that i rly duno wad to do.

just cos of wad?

of sth minor?

den why issit that u have to give attitude.

i'm sure u wun do that to him,

but hey, why me!

always lidat.

to think that i'm still so naive to think that u'll change.

e prob could lie in me too,

but still, u dun have to be lidat.

feel beta now :DD

life sucks, big time ):
i seem to have probs wheneva i go..

okok, everyone else too HAHA

this feeling sucks ttm.

i noe i'll be fine tmr :D

IF I DUN ON HP -.-

had been seeing a lot of craps recently.

tsk. i wanna ignore. but i cnt.

irritating loads.

i hate this -.- TSK.

i hate having second thoughts.

nvm. waiyu !!!

talk to u aft exams.

we discuss :P

HAHAHA :x

LOL

just back home.

went out for a while wid mum.

and it's like.. i forgot it's the seventh month

so i just said "gia liao" (let's go)

and mum was like looking at me *shh dun say that*

i was like *oops* when i heard wad she said.

i went "mai follow"

mum: they dun understand english

me: they dun understand hokkien too :D

had two papers tdy.

theoretical..

and.. my 2 worst subs.

and dere's one more elearning this fri.

one of my worst sub ):

while doin my exams..

sth came into mind.

and i just tot over wad happened.

i just stunned dere.

mind blank, staring in front of me.

it's been 3-4 yrs le.

so long alr.

so long... no pt thinking over it agn rte?

yes i noe. but my mind just wanna think.

wad can i do?

if i have amnesia, things wld be beta.. wouldn't it?

or would it not?

i dun wanna think.

but wheneva i see you, you, you, you, you..... and you.. and....... a lot more of you..

i just think.

i just wanna run away.

just turned my back.

it's so tiring.

to have it haunting aft me.

this is the one thing which i've told no one abt it and dun intend to.

so i can only rant it here.

thanks blog for tking in the "impact"

no one should listen to me. so i tend to keep things to myself :D it's a gd thing too actually. and cos sometimes, i just feel emo suddenly that it'll be so tiring for them to listen to my rantings over and over agn

and sometimes, i just kept thinking....

... if i should give up

argh. idk why. but now, i see everyone so fine ard me.

fine as in.. dere's nth i dun like abt them ):

一种说不出的感觉。。。

this feeling sucks.

really sucks.

whenever i tot of giving this up,

a voice inside me, told me not to give up., not to give up, not to give up.

many things are making me sad.

was kinda shocked that my sec sch fren came to talk to me in fb and msn !

HAHA. we shared our love story.

and well, me and him.. AAHAHA.

had abt the same sad story.

but his is sadder.

cos to me, the gal is like two timing. so evil.

AND WAIT.. NONO. THIS IS NOT ANOTHER EMO BLOG POST :P

hahaha !!!

well, stupid things happened.

and it's not that i dun wanna reply.

it's just that i'm too tired from so many things.

so i tend to ignore and give slower replies.

if not, i'll sure sound super moody while talking to u and u.

which i dun want that to happen.

i've tried to put myself in ur shoes.

yes, i can understand ur feelings..

but it's that, i seriously dun understand y u dun understand..

though u kept saying that u do.

so well, den dere's nth much for me to tell u le.

just hope u can truly be happy.

instead of trying to be happy on the outside.

so wad if u are trying to stop posting more emo posts?

u're still emo.

wad's the pt?

and....... we nvr ignore u cos u emo.

we're not that unreasonable.

for the real reason, we've told u.

but u still dun understand. so uh well..

forget it :D

and... yup. exams are nearing..

but b4 that,

dad allows me to change phone plan xD

i wanna try to find a cheaper plan.

but i doubt i can.

any intro?? :D

and cos of this, i suddenly became v happy tdy

and maybe it's cos i had a longer slping time.

slept for 12 hrs.

though in between, i woke up to make cough med for mum.

hope her coughing gets beta.

i'm so happy so happy so happy xD

i wanna sing ~~ :D

if only kbox is free :x

HAHAHAHA !!! omg :x

nicole, must be happy okay !!!!! ytd is emo day. tdy happy day :p

and grace, hahahaha !!!!! that crazy gal :p

LOVE THE 2 OF U xD HAHAHA

wanna have an outing wid e 2 of u soon xD

and i love the msn conv on the day b4 ytd.

I LAUGHED LIKE MAD !!!!

and the elmo in me ran away xD

though it came back the nxt day.

due to lack of slp i think :x

many things are happening recently.

i dun get as pissed as last time..

cos last time, i'll get annoyed by things and irritating ppl.

but now, maybe grace is right. i'm numb :x HAHAH

maybe..

sighs. i tot i'll update a lot of things. but uh well.

dun wanna blog le. :(

i agree wid this (:

life has a lot of ups and downs indeed.

it's true.

but we can change our thinking, to make things seem beta.

and even, change our life.

vin, this is to you.

i rly duno wad else i can say to console u alr

and sometimes,

i just felt so guilty for everything i did.

i rly want long long slp for days.

i'm rly so stressed and forever not enough slp.

okay la, my stress can be reduced.

i have tmr.. to just try to finish up a lot of things.

and.. mum's working agn

that means housework dere for me to do agn.

which is making things worse :/