i'm super disappointed wid myself D:

sighs.

many sighs.

and.. i rly have the urge to delete my blog and plurk.

like agn :(

all right.

tmr is monday.

and that goes my holiday !

pocket money !!!!

longs for dem. and i'm so gonna save up alr.

and i hope that my mst are fine D:

great. so dreading dem :(

OMG. haha ! i happened to browse my fren's fb and saw these few pics. It's like taken sooooo long ago la ! memories !! xD
And this pic below is taken when we reached KL. omg. i still rmb ! ><
and this is inside the hotel :D it's like we're practicing just before entering the competition (:
And this pic below is like taken inside one of the hotel while celebrating someone's bday. and omg. i laughed when i saw this pic. cos i smiled soo widely :D HAHAHA. omg !

ALL RIGHT !!!

update update xD

it's been so long since i last had a proper update !

and mst is finally gone. sooo happy. but well.

4 projects !!!! gosh. to be done.

gng back to sch this wed.

went out tdy.. :D

went to cafe cartel for a meal !

had grilled fish which i craved for sooooo long !!!

*slurps*

and stan ordered this hmmmm meat? HAHA!

i forgot the name.

he said it's a must-order- dish.

and yes, it's super tasty indeed !

actually wanted to head to esplanade but in the end,

we cancelled it to a movie.

caught the A-team in the end.

it's a super nice show.

funny too :D

all right ! shall stop my post for now.

gotta go discuss more for plurker's outing.

which they are all now SOOOO OFFF TOPIC.

and btw. it feels so goood to be talking back to my long lost fren xD

i've no time for a proper post for a vvvv long time.

sooo sorry abt that.

but no worries,

i will blog super long posts aft my mst.

cos i assume i'll have a lot of things to do :D

will upload more pics to "replenish" this pic-thirsty- blog. HAHA !

yeah.

do stay tuned den :D

haha sorry!

had been neglecting my blog :/

totally forgot to update and totally too engrossed in sch stuffs i guess.

haha, but that's an excuse, like always :(

i only noe i needa buck up a lot a lot.

seeing others work hard kinda stressed me up.

nevertheless, i'm gonna work hard ((:

wanna have a plurker's outing soon xD

oh ! kang kong would have to join us this time round :D

okay ! currently in sch !
having a super slack lesson.
cos things were completed b4 hand ! LOLOL
andand. happy bday carline !
happy 19th xD
so tired now :(

okay great.

i really have no time for a blog post recently !

projects projects on a toll.

and revisions too !

and i felt so lazy.

oh gosh

didn't update blog and i cnt believe that i forgot abt my blog !

haha ! that's the first time in my life that i totally forgot about it.

guess how busy i were :/

andand. i've won 2 "back up plan" tix !

wanted to watch but have no time for it !

oh bother.

the timing just clashed wid my sch timing !!!

congrats me !

so now wad?

keep the tix for souvenir? LOL!

btwbtwbtw. i'm worried abt my this sem's results agn.

it's irritating to hear me say this like again rte?!

haix. i feel irritated to hear myself saying this agn.

but it cnt be helped !

i'm forever the paranoid one !

and sighs.

i miss the plurkers !

no time for an outing right now !

neither do i have time for any outing !

mstmstmst.

fyp hah !

hectic life.

but beta than having nth to do at all !

p.s. It's been more than a yr alr !

loves ! xD

OMG. i have no time to blog !!!! :(

sch work !

Caught "the last song" sneak preview ytd.
it was like abt a 2 hrs show.
not bad and hm said it's a thumbs up !
the show was kinda touching.
i dun rly dare to keep looking at the screen cos i knew i'd cry :/
it's miley airing the show.
heard that both the leads were tgt in real life too !
coolness ((:

btw, b4 i was gng to enter the cinema,
i was on phone wid sy.
and was like, we walked past each other but didnt noe !
LOLOL! so funny ;x

thanks sy yuan for that tip !
haha !

actually, we were supposed to have 1 hr break but lecturer released 1 hr earlier.
thus, we ended up wid 2 hrs.
9 of us were like gng to commonwealth long john and squeezed into a car.
it's like 2 in front and e other 7 more squeezing behind. HAHA !
my course mate was like driving the car and one uncle drove past.
he was like staring and staring at him !
he opened his eyes big enough to make me feel funny :x
in the end, me and my frens were like laughing at him :x

Now i finally noe why i tend to be tired more easily
as compared to e others.
and i always tot that my body is v strong,
as in my immune system.
but it was proven to be likewise !!
omg. aft 18 gng 19 yrs, i finally knew :(

it takes 10 yrs to build sth up
but only 1 min to break everything down.
things are just so vulnerable !
learn to live and let live :/
and, meet things wid a compromise.
it's saddening :/

Rather, music makes me think of a lot of things.
sometimes, i just move tgt wid the beat but most of the times,
i cnt help but emo though it's a happy song that's playing
Had been thinking of a lot of things.
i can't decipher wad some ppl are thinking.
maybe i should learn psychology?
sometimes, i get real sensitive over certain things,
certain issues.
paranoid.
not that i'm born lidat.
it's situation made me to be so.
i'm just not being myself.
cos normally, i will just push everything behind my mind.
and welcome those happy thoughts.
i noe i have happy moments.
but, unhappy ones just have to come find me.
sad past kept daunting aft me.
i tot abt someone when i heard a certain song over the radio in the train
kept thinking of the moments we shared.
i just feel guilt towards u. hope u'll stay happy.

and sometimes, i just feel so afraid to have this certain thought
in my mind.
it's been wid me since like zillion years ago.
issit cos i'm not good enough?
or just dun have anything much in common to talk to?
i wanna talk to someone.
but i can't.
i noe i can't.
cos ppl will just go
"aiya. u're being oversensitive. it's nth in fact"

This feeling sucks sucks sucks !
I'm just used to keeping everything to myself.
i'm just used to be quiet sometimes.
i'm just used to talking probs to myself.
i'm just used to blogging dem down.
my forever listening ear.
I'm just...
feeling so sucky? :/

school strts !!!

Rice field:
!

criticism. good when it helps.
but bad, when it becomes a "burden"
just, 积点口得。

Hello !
sch is strting less than a wk's time.
good thing and bad thing at the same time !
but no matter wad, i'll enjoy my holidays left for now !
ytd is enjoyable !
but of cos, it wun be said here :D
heh.

watched "how to train your dragon", dined at "just acia" and bowled !!
soo happy wid my bowling results xD
need to practice more xD
same goes for pool i guess ! hahaha
enjoyed tdy !!!!!
<3 ! ((: