Idk why i feel so emo recently. I guess that it is due to the exam period ?? Kept emoing at night esp while walking home..

It is the 11-11 again . Wishing u a happy bday, cpy. I know u wont see this but still wanna wish u a happy bday. Be happy

You started nagging even before i left the house. To think that i still wanted to stay at home and keep u companion. It is because of this that i kept going out to study no matter how tired i am. It is like a torture to myself... really a torture... but i have no choice...

I... just wanted ur help in sth... but was disappointed to see u not helping . Asked and yet i was given that face... it really.... really made me real sad.. at that instant , i really wamted to go home asap ..
Oh crap.. idk why im so sad over a small issue.. i cant stop them frm flowing nw...

I have never felt so heart ache seeing an irritated face before... it aches so much that my tears just flow even after i tried to hold them back...

i know that i have been complaining alot. it is not that i love to complain. It is just that i want an outlet for my emotions. i cant always be complaining in my plurk :( sighs.i may end up irritating plurkers instead.

sometimes, i really wish that u would keep certain comments to urself. ur comments never fail to let me think abt them. it is not that i find them true, it is just that i find them absurd and kept asking myself if they are true or applicable to be used on me. sigh, i really want to escape from this uni. there is endless troubles. even ppl like J . We are all in the same team. so i expect u to tell me everything about the project. i dont want anything more to do with u . guys in physics course ? major turn off. i dont see anyone acting normally. i will go crazy one day or maybe be in the same level as them :( pfft. i seriously dont like all these. i tried to "back off" and ignore things but u have to give me stupid comments. can u just shut up !?

I think that it is very sweet when 2 strangers come together then become friends and then couple. The amt of info that they knew of each other just increased which added to the tacit agreement. :)) and after all these , they just decide to stay n leave a deeper footprint in each other's life

I have been thinking of what i would do if the names calling have been continuing and not ceasing. This wouldnt make me flare up cause i knew that i cant stop anyone from doing anything. I would just tell the person frm doing so. I think i have only told one person to stop doing it so far. LOL.

I have been thinking of what  are the possible things that would really make me flare up but cant rly think of any. But i guess that i would chide the person back if they were to bully my loved ones unless it is an obvious joke. Just dont go overboard will do. I can tolerate alot of things. Wouldnt get affected by it for long. :p hehe

I get angry with different situations and ppl. Two ppl can tell me the same thing at the same scenario but i would prob get upset or irritated with only one person.

I guess that i shldnt get irritated so easily.. im like giving u the full blow whenever im upset abt anything. Sigh

There isnt any feeling that is difficult to get passed because i know that u will be there for me :) thanks

Just realized that there is actually a meaning to my dreams. And i just realized that the meanings to them are simple and they have been persisting for veryyyyyy long. Glad that i dont have those dreams anymore. Yet, i have new sad dreams now. Dreams of not being able to find anyone or that those kins in my dreams are beyond recognition. They would just leave me wandering

feels so moody today :( finally know what to revise or study but... idk where to go this weekend. will be alone at home so might as well be alone outside. idk if mum will need my companion this sat. im so physically tired but dont dare to sleep more . it is cause of this that i will wake up in shock when i tried to take nap recently.

我喜欢看你笑 :)) 真的很喜欢

i hate ppl making assumptions. tsk.

and that's not all . i replied nicely to u though i felt really exhausted. and u had to give me an annoyed tone. so irritating -.- WHY IS EVERYONE ALWAYS LIKE THIS -.-

Why did things turn out this way ? I just want all of us to be happily together... talk and play like we used to. The lousy ah ba and the little kids. Is it so difficult to be achieved ? If u didnt run away in the first place , things will be fine . I will continue having my distractions from ppl unworth. Not only me but her. Sigh. It seems as if he didnt want to forgive. Lets hope things will be fine . Ive done my best to say what i could. Shall stop for the timebeing lest it backfires. U need to do something too. Maybe talk to it but not when we have midterms next week and the week after next :( sighs.

Everyone makes mistakes. So im gonna just tell myself to not be like u. Just gonna be good to my close friends :)

Detach myself from those that dont matter. Talk lesser, make lesser mistakes (or get shoot lesser. Lol) , receive lesser accusations. No matter how much i wondered why u classify ur behaviour or character as mine , i still couldnt decipher why. So just gonna leave it. I have more impt things to handle

I seriously dont like the way u talk to me. U seem very nice at times but u r irritating most of the times. One eg can be seen as follows.
Me: i dont feel like bringing anything to uss tmr.
U: can. Or u can put ur things with me.
Me: if im not bringing bag along , i wldnt bring anything on hand alr. Just like how i go work that time
U: *mumbles* aiya. Ur crow mouth. *shows ur signature face*
Me: *huh*?

I dont unds what u mean.

There are other times where u described me as urself. U r the one who suggested to take him to join us but yet u said im trying to use him. Like seriously ?

Giddy for a few moments and then headache. Then giddy again x.x

The more i need u with me physically, the more i pushed u away at times. Why ? Lol ! Weird. This has nvr happen to me before

maybe i'm just tired (i get sad and irritated easily when im tired)...
maybe i'm just feeling lonely...
maybe i'm just feeling bored...
maybe .... maybe ...
i have no definite ans .
or maybe  i'm just missing u so much that i feel so sad...