People just dont understand....

i hate it.... it feels like im wasting my own time.....

Im so afraid of not being able to deliver my work.... i tot ytd would be able to at least do some but i was wrong... im so stupid. I cldnt find that coding which was alr insidr.... :(:(:(:(:(

It hurts so much.... when u said to meet or do sth and conveniently forget abt it. Then asked me what happened after that... or worse still.... asked me if u promised to meet..

I brouught it back for nth. Thought for once, that my bag will be light for one day...

Somehow.... things just changed. Somehow... u werent as observant as u used to be.. maybe... im the one who changed.. maybe... it is me that expects u to be the same.... maybe... im expecting more.... but i somehow... cant help it but felt the change.... feeling so depressed...

Why does it feel like im being forced to eat everytime -.- zzz

why..... do i have to face this treatment every morning ? :(

I feel so terrible.. ehy must it be like this evrtyime..

Eyes feel so swollen...

Cldnt hear it.... but at least can read it right.. im so sorry for asking. Shldnt have asked amything

I shldnt kept asking for work today so that i cld leave early . Shld have stayed there till 9.30... still can catch a cab. Whats the point... my question always get ignored....

you.... are the best :))

So sian... lack of  sleep every weekday and need to wake up early every weekend and then rush around.. worse still is if i get unnecessary nonsense.... sometimes is fine but it rly makes me feel irritated.. sigh.. sleep helps but my report is untouched...

im getting so many problem from this company. is this vp to be exact. please dont disturb me when i am home. i just want to be alone.. dad gave black face and u gave another one too. what do u want me to do ?! im being stuck in the middle AGAIN. in intern and at home. seriously, STOP IT. im really sick of these. i really didnt know what to do at work..

It is a terrible day...

If this carries on , im gonna have depression. Sigh. I need an outlet.

Looks like i have to tire myself out daily....

I cant get rid of this depressed feeling ....

Cant stop crying now...

I feel so tired.... Dont feel like caring about anything.... But i cant. even if i tried doing, im deemed as not. that sucks..