i was getting influenced by tofu and puppy. thus, e sudden tinge of interest in SHINee.
I dun get so engrossed or into such stuffs cos i dun see e point to. but well, tdy is e first time i placed pics of celebrity into my msn dp !
miracle huh? or not. actually didnt intend to do so. BUT that puppy told me that he wun get high w/o seeing his pic. so uh well. and since i find Jong to be e best out of like so many of dem in e band.
but in any case tofu and puppy are a pair of funny peeps. and good good plurkers that reply to all or maybe wid e exceptions of like 1-2 plurks of mine. They rly enlightened my feelings to plurk and my old 'sian-ness' of plurk seems to be gone !
thus, i'll be plurking often and esp that i can use phone to plurk. anytime anywhere uh ! it's my time tracker of cos. and emotions spiller. and gosh, why am i saying abt plurk agn? guess it has a big impact on my life? not that big i guess. haha.

well, this shall be my post before i really head out to bed. dun rly feel like slping now. prehaps i shall go into my world of reflections. which i love doin that. i wanted to change into a beta person. but no matter how i change, i'm still having e old personality of mine which i doubt i'll change that of cos. that uniquely me ! (;

some things are just hard to say. and i hate to say this. do i rly have true frens in cls? i do have gd frens. but..

To speak the truth, i'm so saddened by some things recently.
most imptly is abt e world.
reflected abt some things recently. and it's like. i see more abt e bad things of ppl.
hypocrisy of loads of ppl. insensitiveness. and loads more.
no one is perfect, yes i know. but at least..
but uh well. trying not to think abt e negative tots but sadly. when i look at my closer frens.
e saddening tots are back.
unnoticed.

i miss my old blog ):

the upper right hand corner of my back hurts. :/
it's been sprained but idk how. mum said it's red.:/
really, ouch :'(

First week of sch is fine. tchers are slack as usual. cos it's e first wk of sch. EMD tcher always want us to "dismiss"him early but in fact, he wanna go off early. wanna work extra hard this sem badly though i doubt my words are louder than my actions !

sometimes. i cnt help but feel neglected. if ppl notice me more, i'll be super happy alr. serious.

anw. tk a look at this !

this is wad out mrt lines will look like 5 yrs from now ! interesting rte !?

and cool ! (;

i love wed ! cos. i get to go off from sch early (;
e modules for this sem are dreadful. i start to be scared of dem even when i heven even started.
i hate projects ):
thermo, materials and EMD. last time an EID. now an EMD. wad is this man :/
haix.
okokok. i'm repeatin myself. LOLOL.

anw. i still love plurk a lot. my time tracker, my emotions updater.
i can still plurk in sch as well. even when i didn't use comp. my karma increased. LOL!
tt's a good thing though. (;

my mother may noe wad i'm thinking, but she certainly duno how i'm feeling. even an outsider noe tt i'm feeling sad. she felt tt i'm being normal. which is so not true ):

10 daily. can u do it anot? i doubt so leh. truly :X
u have gt good good frens. rly good frens. i'm fortunate to noe dem as well. u shld rly rly cherish dem (;
good frens dun come by easy

i hate flirts. esp on9 ppl =.=

tdy is indeed an enjoyable day !
e ppl are as nice as usual. had paintball tdy. heard tt it's 35 bucks per person.
i was so scared stiff when i first heard e gun shot. and i kept hidding behind and didnt even shoot a single bullet for e first round. i slowly calmed down and for e second round, i shot. and i shot my team mates. he was like telling me" i shot him. he surrendered and i shot him agn" . LOL! but his bruise is e same as mine. minor.
for e last round, my gun kept giving me probs. i cnt shoot. so i have to surrender to have e gun changed. i surrendered and walked 2 steps b4 i gt shot. LOL. but it's minor too. so it's fun. overall, everything's okay. if my shoe ain't spoilt, and e mask ain't tt blurry, i would have played a much beta game (; enjoyed myself, really.

nxt up is e buffet. food are e same as usual. had a hearty chat wid e company ppl.
mr lim's fren ( i shall call him c.s.)
c.s.: wad do u think we cna improve?
me: toilet !
c.s. : yes. haha. besides tt?
me: toilet bowl.
c.s. : and?
me: the basin. the flush.

LOL. aft tt, he gt my joke. basically, i'm just shooting everything abt e toilet :X
and he and angal joked ard wid this in e end. really, a funny bunch of ppl ((:
e boss and e usual few ppl were like telling me and zy to come to work dere if we are interested in e future. sort of like leave 2 spaces sepcially for us.
seriously, i have established a nice friendship wid my sup. he's like cnt bear for me to leave. LOL.
dun get e wrong idea anw. LOL.

awww. i'll sure miss this company a lot ):
so fast. monday sch start alr. gd thing or bad thing? LOL. half half.

Time rly flies. it's e 2nd last day of itp tdy. which will mark e strt of sch soon. i'm so afraid tt my gpa will drop. cos eng materials and thermofluids are here ://
die le die le. fail le la ! LOL. ah bao, dun scold me. haha !
butbut. i'll get to see my course mates soon !! (;
and tt's a good thing !

see mun ah. where are we gng for a movie? LOL.

i've decided to talk my sorrows to a thing instead of telling those ppl whom i can trust le.
cos. i felt so bad to keep saying bad abt someone. haix ): wad to do??
i need to pour out e sorrows ma :/

i noe, i shld learn to accept all those shortcomings. but, sometimes, it's just driving me so sad.
not asking u to be perfect. just do e minimum and i'll be happy. contented.

wanted to flim it down. but it appears so hard to do it unnoticed !
it's tuesday tdy. last day of itp. sch strting soon !
oh gosh.
aiyoyo. wad kind of person am i actually??? LOL.
i may seem to noe a bit. but. i dun think i noe myself actually. :/ *hmmm*

all right ! it's sunday !
woke up tdy, thinking tt it's sat. quickly grabbed my alarm clock to see "7.10 am"
and to realise tt it's sun , wid no need to go off to work.
left wid one morewk of itp which marks e start of 2nd semester !
time rly flies and it seems super fast this wk.
did i mention gng for paintball this coming fri?
it's company's event && it's FREE !
:D:D
watched 4 shows ytd. one of dem is e ugly truth. ppl said it's kinda funny. but i didn't laugh while watching it. why? LOL.
anw. aft watching e shows, i'm still feeling so bored. everyone seems busy to talk to me. but wid e exception of one or 2 ba. talked to me but i duno wad to reply dem. LOL.
so bored. can faint in e boredom soon ):

okok. no more emo post for this. though i noe, i can barely do so. cos my thoughts are forever running in my mind. thoughts of ... ... yeah.
anw. my company will be having e game of paint ball nxt wk ! fun event i suppose ! and buffet aft tt ! :D:D
haha. coming to think of it made me smile in front of e comp, yet again. LOLOL.
i think, i'm losing e ability to self entertain alr. i need ppl to talk to me. den i can smile. tt's a bad thing i guess.

i've gotten a new shoe ! ^^
i noe i noe. i'm blogging during work time. but haha, i cnt help it. cos i'm currently doin nth.
my sup has cracked his brain for many times till he duno wad to assign for me :X
but well, no matter wad. i just wanna to score well. heard tt it's 6 credits. issit?

so cold, as usual. i think i'm struggling to find more things to blog abt man. but to no avail. nth interesting happening and i'm feeling weird as usual. cause of it, i'm not so certain. but one thing for sure is, blogging rly improves e way i express my emotional feelings. compared to e front few posts of my old blog (not this) , it's full of singlish. maybe not all in e entire post but just not nice to read.

anw, i'm so addicted to plurking via my hp ! so, i would not have to worry abt karma dropping even when i didn't the time to plurk !

haix. wad a random post this is. but wad to do? no one to entertain me now :(
duno who i can msg .

so, what's to believe and what's not to believe. i used to believe every single word tt u've said. :/
and, wad's wrong wid me? LOL. haix.

wad a bus ride experience.
as usual, i missed e earlier bus by a bit and gt on to e nxt bus exactly 15 mins l8r. saw this guy and i remembered him clearly.
the one who tapped out earlier than usual. at first i was kinda irritated by wad he did. but aft tt, i decided to calm myself down. LOL. felt bad for e bus diver, tt's all.

i gt on to e nxt bus and saw this cute little gal sitting down. but b4 tt, e bus was way too squeezy. but good thing is that, the ppl tk e initiative and move in. normally, i dun rly see ppl squeeze till this extent. oh, back to tt gal. she's like saying "yeah. highway" and started laughing. was dere looking and found her to be v cute (;

den , in came an ah ma . (bus is still v squeezy). She was like saying "move in please ! there is seat over there. gt seat dun want sit. scared wad? 7th month is alr over". ppl were like looking at her. tt's priority seat ma. e ppl standing in front are youngsters.
aiya. no comments alr :X

Music always bring back loads and loads of emotions of mine. including thoughts. they are running randomly in my mind. i held back my tears , surprisingly i can ! i rmb me dropping tears last sunday on e mrt while on e way to meeting stan dey all. but this time, i can hold back. i didn't rly thinkn much. guess i'm starting to accept e hard cold fact alr. though emoness always caught up wid me.
they always run faster than me :/

but of cos, i didn't forget zhane's blurness ! LOL. kang gong gong !
plurking using hp is fun ! hope e premium package dun come up. cos it means $$$. *ka ching*

gals have 10000 thoughts running in her mind daily while guys only have abt 2000 tots. e quieter u r, e more ur thoughts will be .

i'm satisifed wid my life now. find myself so lucky. have a caring mother, nice father, funny brother. nice stanley. nice frens( like gy, jw and so one. LOL. they funny man. and seemun , ellin, fanny . cecilia. ). funny plurkers (who nvr fail to lighten my life). should learn to be contented. and i am. ((:
i should learn to cherish ppl. *self smack* even if they ain't up to satisfactory, learn to accept it. i love everyone.

had work in e morn and dere are a lot of paperworks to be done ! discussed wid e PL ppl and halfway wid e CAB ppl. a lot of things. but well, tt means i wun have e need to slack alr !
left wid one more !

met up wid zhane tdy at ard 4 .10 . well, he's a nice person ! LOLOL. and tt's good. another good fren :D well, seen vincent for e last sight. too emoed till i cnt cry alr.but well, a bit. but aft tt, i do felt loads beta. though i cnt guarantee tt i wun emo in e future over him :/

but well, must cheer up alr. dun wanna affect stan and my frens' mood tmr !

anw. went on site to kim chuan and these are e only pics tt i have tken while on e rooftop. andand, from tt view, i can see FLYER !

yes, e sky is dark. (:

tata !

no matter wad. i still love u loads ((:

I will be gng this sat.
Went to site ytd. pics will be uploaded ! probably latest by 8 pm??
shall use comp when i get back home tdy.

if i'm gng on sat, den i think i will be able to go out wid stan dey all.
think, i will be emo for more than a wk. cos i just cnt stop myself from feeling down.
i scared i will affect u guys' mood on sun? or maybe not.
cnt help looking and browsing through all ur plurks just now.
during work. and tt's sth wrong. LOL.

I miss all my frens. seriously. and i will cherish dem. i hope i will
hadn't been a good fren to u, vincent. didnt noe abt ur family. i'm sorry. so sorry.