wonder y i cnt wait for poly life to end !
haha ! wanna get to yr 3 soon soon soon !
but of cos, if my gpa were to soar real high, i wld love to have poly ended at that moment ! xD
hope that day wld come.

was suddenly feeling so insecure today. haixx :/ but thanks for ur reassurances (:

i think i'm weird.
cos if ppl bully me or if i feel any grievances, i just let it rest.
but if my frens, esp my close frens and family members, i simply cnt let it rest.
if ppl bully my mum, i'll sure fight it out wid that person.
split personality?
or it's cos i love others more than i love myself?

had a hearty conv wid bro's gf tdy.
gal talk ! :P
no intrusion of guys allowed ! ^^

2 down ! ((:
4 more to go )):

i think, my blog ought to deserve a lengthy post, dun it?
at least, longer than most of my posts.
(:
currently exam period.
6 papers to go.
2 down today.
i wonder if it's lack of slp.
went to slp at 10 ytd but only to really fall asleep at 12+ gng 1.
not that i dun want.
it's just that messages came in.
i groped around in the dark to find my phone and squinted to read them.
only to put them aside and not replying.
didnt mean to do that but eyes just cnt open really to type a proper message.
and i didnt read those new messages properly in the first place too ! :/
at ard 11+, a phone call came .
was so delighted but aft hanging up, i cnt fall back to slp.
tossed ard in bed for long b4 it finally dawned upon me that it's rly getting late.

diarrhea b4 having my first paper of the day.
i noe, stress is making me suffer from diarrhea these few days.
went toilet for 3 times at least :/ , daily
all right. those few days.
tried to study real hard for ED2 and of cos, EMIII.
nevertheless, ED2 came out to be different from that difficult question that i have tried.
Also, how could i have missed out that reduction ratio!?
i've been soooo careless during my practice and cnt believe that i'd make
such careless mistake during exam too.
i ought to be scolded :/
maths oh maths.
issit possible for exam to pull up my marks to my desirable result?
i do hope it will.
truly hope so.
dun wanna get lower than that grade for my most confident module, ever.

All right enough of sch stuffs.
cos i cld still feel the depleting of brain cells up to this time.
giddy spells aft my first paper is worse enough.
Headache aft my second ain't making it beta.
felt giddy and pain in head on e train while gng back to pr.

but i'm glad u're here tdy

wonders why some ppl cnt take certain things easily.
perhaps, i'm one of dem too.
if sad things happen regarding this matter, i doubt i'll be calm.
cos i've experienced b4.
it's saddening indeed.
but, i dun see any pt in dem thinking of using the worst solution in life ! :/

omg. someone just asked me out at this timing ://
gosh.

i tot some frens of mine are simple.
but it just turned out that they are more complicated than i thought they wld be
is it cos i'm just too gullible?
or naive?
i'd need to observe more

time really flies.
it's gonna be the exam week soon !!
at least, i did study beta dere as compared when i'm at home.
when i'm home, i'll doze off and even cnt resist the temptation of computer !!
like wad i am doin now:/
gosh gosh.
feeling tired recently esp when i slept super late during cny.
not much of a mood for cny this yr, surprisingly and found it a hassle.
i think e reason is mainly due to me not wanting to see certain ppl dere ://
haixx.
none of my family members look forward to that too.

anw. someone tot i'm a malay. is that even possible? :x

sth is soo wrong wid my comp.
after the reformat, when i engage in group msn chats,
my comp will lag and just dc.
haixx
doubt will be involved in class chats !
anw. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YR IN ADVANCE ((:
ang bao ang bao sssssss !
and vincent, so glad that the so called "war" btwn u and them seemed to be ceased.
i shld have spoke up for u earlier. LOL!!

me and hong yun kept receiving spams from unknowns. it's.. irritating !!! :@

I think , i'm finally happy again .
wid those probs solved, i can finally be kinda stressed free.
that period was like tormenting .
tt's e first time i was so stressed till i lost my appetite
and i do look different. (slightly)
but well, was kinda shocked that mw asked me abt fyp.
didnt expect her to care abt me.
reason to tt tot?
i didnt noe myself.
perhaps she ain't tt cold as i tot her wld be.
she's just being straightforward i guess.
and, i was kinda touched when she asked me that question.
thanks for e concern.
i'm always touched when ppl care for me ((:
so yeah. thanks

all right all right !
here i am back from my sad days :D
well well, lemme update them first ! (;
past few days were said to be kinda sad days for me.
everything seemed to not be working well :/
lappie crashed cos my adaptor spoilt. sth wrong wid my thumbdrive, i cldn't uninstall certain things in my comp. sth went wrong wid my new spects :/
and i had to ask a lot of frens for e grping stuffs.
to some of u, it might not be much of a hassle, but it certainly is to me.
cos, 2 k worth of songs were in my comp.
tt's a minor.
wad rly matters was that, ALL my projects, reports, ppt slides and so on were in dere.
i was like so at a lost when my comp crashed.
had to call my fren for help since he was good at it.
in the end, no results were done.
had to ask SP's technician for help.
spent like a few hrs checking if i could recover back my files.
it's a fruitless result and had to go back to sp for reformatting
and i had to spend like FIVE hours just to reformat.
sth is just sooo wrong wid my comp !!
nevertheless, think of the positive way out !

just because my comp's being reformatted,
i was able to delete those undeletable stuffs in my comp.
able to reformat properly since they didnt do a proper job e last time.
i was able to dl e later version of ms.
though i need to update my comp wid my info i had e other time.
50+ blog links and others :/

but it's ok. at least things are fine nw ((: