actually, we were supposed to have 1 hr break but lecturer released 1 hr earlier.
thus, we ended up wid 2 hrs.
9 of us were like gng to commonwealth long john and squeezed into a car.
it's like 2 in front and e other 7 more squeezing behind. HAHA !
my course mate was like driving the car and one uncle drove past.
he was like staring and staring at him !
he opened his eyes big enough to make me feel funny :x
in the end, me and my frens were like laughing at him :x

Now i finally noe why i tend to be tired more easily
as compared to e others.
and i always tot that my body is v strong,
as in my immune system.
but it was proven to be likewise !!
omg. aft 18 gng 19 yrs, i finally knew :(

it takes 10 yrs to build sth up
but only 1 min to break everything down.
things are just so vulnerable !
learn to live and let live :/
and, meet things wid a compromise.
it's saddening :/

Rather, music makes me think of a lot of things.
sometimes, i just move tgt wid the beat but most of the times,
i cnt help but emo though it's a happy song that's playing
Had been thinking of a lot of things.
i can't decipher wad some ppl are thinking.
maybe i should learn psychology?
sometimes, i get real sensitive over certain things,
certain issues.
paranoid.
not that i'm born lidat.
it's situation made me to be so.
i'm just not being myself.
cos normally, i will just push everything behind my mind.
and welcome those happy thoughts.
i noe i have happy moments.
but, unhappy ones just have to come find me.
sad past kept daunting aft me.
i tot abt someone when i heard a certain song over the radio in the train
kept thinking of the moments we shared.
i just feel guilt towards u. hope u'll stay happy.

and sometimes, i just feel so afraid to have this certain thought
in my mind.
it's been wid me since like zillion years ago.
issit cos i'm not good enough?
or just dun have anything much in common to talk to?
i wanna talk to someone.
but i can't.
i noe i can't.
cos ppl will just go
"aiya. u're being oversensitive. it's nth in fact"

This feeling sucks sucks sucks !
I'm just used to keeping everything to myself.
i'm just used to be quiet sometimes.
i'm just used to talking probs to myself.
i'm just used to blogging dem down.
my forever listening ear.
I'm just...
feeling so sucky? :/

school strts !!!

Rice field:
!

criticism. good when it helps.
but bad, when it becomes a "burden"
just, 积点口得。

Hello !
sch is strting less than a wk's time.
good thing and bad thing at the same time !
but no matter wad, i'll enjoy my holidays left for now !
ytd is enjoyable !
but of cos, it wun be said here :D
heh.

watched "how to train your dragon", dined at "just acia" and bowled !!
soo happy wid my bowling results xD
need to practice more xD
same goes for pool i guess ! hahaha
enjoyed tdy !!!!!
<3 ! ((: