u'll see true frens in times of trouble.

thanks :D

i'm so touched. LOL! :D

still, i went to see ur fb.

and teary eyes began :/

i love the twitter's zodiacfact xD

okay, i think this is a vvv late post, but..... still, i wanna thank my frens :D

thank you for all that gave me sth for my bday :D

i noe i have thank u guys b4.. but i still wanna thanks all for wishing me a happy bday.

thanks stan, waiyu, jer for coming down and for e prezzies.

thanks class for the present.

thanks py for the uss and the presentsssssssss.

thanks witch les for the card :D:D:D
many much appreciated :D

and.. went out wid the plurkers tdy :D:D:D
it's a crazy day as usual.

i laughed until stomach's super pain

but when i'm wid kang kong, i wun laugh till that crazy :D

that's gd. cos i can calm down. LOL!!!!

lunched at astons and.. bowled :D

okay, at least my score now is beta than my bowling last time.

but still, i cnt hit my highest score ):

but all in all, it's a super fun time chatting and gng out wid dem.

:D

wonder when will the nxt outing be. and.. i dun have the pics wid me ;x

cnt upload in blog. ;x

and. went to uss ytd for the first time.

the place is nice (:

seriously, it dun gives me the feeling of being in spore.

but dere's nth inside for me to eat ;x

but well. it's still (Y) :D:D:D:D

a super nice experience ^^

life rly sucks. :(

i feel sooooo dependent on ppl now ):

sighs.

pls stop quarreling D:

it truly affect our progress.

plus, u 2 are a couple.

and u should rly curb ur anger.

cos from wad i see, the two of u MAY (not?) be in the wrong BUT

u should truly curb ur anger.

for the beta of our project.

and... for ur r/s

this yr is a year where my gadgets spoil like mad ):
first is one hp. kept spoiling. i kept sending for repair during the first yr warranty.

sent it for repair, one day b4 the warranty ends and received it one day aft warranty ends,

and it spoilt agn :(

so nvm, i use another phone.

this phone seldom spoils.

bt it still spoil aft all ):

now using my previous previous phone D:

eee ): sighs.

but nvm. at least still can use.

at least has camera. cos i need it for sch work.

and now, my comp seems to have prob too ): oh bother bother bother D:

i got sad when u mentioned "tie"

cos it's an unaccomplished task ):

i seriously dun understand guys.

okay, some.

and... LOL. i still felt ur smses weird.

had been ignoring almost all ;x *oops*

HAHA.

like waiyu said .. it's like his fren trying to help him sms ;x

i noe it's not but i too felt that it seems like it

HAHAA

and.. i dun think anyone has a right to insult and criticize when u're angry.

it's seriously super sickening.

things happened for a reason (:

and sometimes, things changed.

and it's normally due to the fact that many things happened,

not just one

speechless

sometimes, i felt so guilty for making ppl's life worse.

and.. u got cut. idk if it's cos of me. but u said it's cos that u're thinking of sth.

):

i'm sorry, bt hmmm. indirectly? HAHA.

i hope i rly did the right thing.

i felt relieved, no doubt.

but dere's sth within me..

which stops me from being totally happy.

but well, i didn't rly feel happy either.

i oso duno how i'm feeling.

i guess, i was feeling to tired to feel anything ;x

heh. btw. it's the holiday !

but well, it still ain't the hols for me.

):

知人知面不知心。

我一向来都很信任你，但是，

日旧见人心。

我自己心知肚明就好 (:

算了。我已看开了许多。

心也已决定了。

many thanks waiyu ((:

wad i rly need is, a fren who'd listen to my sorrows

and giving me opinions.

and i glad i have frens like that.

but i dun dare to keep telling them things.

cos i dun wanna bother them much wid stuffs like that.

cos, i believe that i can think for myself.

it's my life, my future.

i have the absolute right for every single thing that i've decided to do.

nth will sway my determination this time, i hope.

all the best.

加油加油加油！

sometimes, i duno if it's good to be easily happy over little things.

i noe it's gd. but i dun think it is, all the times, rite? :/

life is kinda happy for me, these few days.

cos i rly appreciate things that ppl have done for me.

even if it's just a happy bday wish..

to be frank, i felt so unwanted on the dot of my bday.

i felt soo sad.

but my mood turned for the better when i saw so many wishes in fb.

yes, i'm rly happy to see those wishes.

for as long as i live, dere's sth deep down in me, which is so afraid of things, a certain thing.

i think i knew what it is. i think, i think i knew.

and it just haunts me.

and i rly dun wanna anyone to leave me, esp those that i love.

so that's why, i'm in such a dilemma.

but, if things ain't meant to be, i understand.

and if ppl wanna leave my life, so be it.

i'm so tired of being paranoid everytime.

though i noe, i'm always paranoid.

last nite, i had been thinking..

thinking a lot till i cnt slp.

didnt reply the last sms cos i wanted to be quiet for that particular moment.

eyes wanted to rest, but brain dun.

eyes were so tired, mind too i guess.

but it wun stop operating.

and i had a weird dream. it's weird i noe.

but i cnt rmb wad it is.

i rly dun want anyone to leave me.

though, leaving is part and parcel of life.

i really dun... dun want.

it's irony.

BUT ANW. ALL THE BEST PUP !!!! HOPE U CAN GET IN :D

i'm always slow at things, i noe.

but at least, i'm truly contented wid wad i have.

and i love all my frens *loves*

look at things at another angle and things, truly will be so much beta.

i guess, i'm back to my positive side agn.

like finally :D

i shouldn't have asked for more (:

thank you for tdy :D

谢谢。你们有心了。:D

things ain't always as easy as ABC,

wid so many complications ard (:

I MISS THE PLURKERS

HAHAH i want outing xD but whennnnn???? D:

confused :/

feels so relaxed now xD

but only for now,

cos i needa get back to fyp soon ):
awww. how mood damper D:

but i'll persevere :D:D:D !!

exam is finally over xD

was so happy and went out wid coursemates tdy :D

heard the "train is coming" music agn and i rly felt like laughing.

cos it rly sounds sooo funny ;x

F: you rly laugh so easily hor

S: it's a gd thing wad.

F: ya, easily "containted"

me: *huh? shen me lai de?*

S: is easily contented la.

LOL

F: aiya, it's the same thing

fren took part in NYNY's challenge.

:D and .. i left just 10 b4 the competition ended.

i think he cmi :x HAHA

and went to find waiyu aft that :D

why are u so temperamental?

you changed so fast, that i rly duno wad to do.

just cos of wad?

of sth minor?

den why issit that u have to give attitude.

i'm sure u wun do that to him,

but hey, why me!

always lidat.

to think that i'm still so naive to think that u'll change.

e prob could lie in me too,

but still, u dun have to be lidat.

feel beta now :DD

life sucks, big time ):
i seem to have probs wheneva i go..

okok, everyone else too HAHA

this feeling sucks ttm.

i noe i'll be fine tmr :D

IF I DUN ON HP -.-

had been seeing a lot of craps recently.

tsk. i wanna ignore. but i cnt.

irritating loads.

i hate this -.- TSK.