no matter how cui myresults are this sem, im gonna be as hardworking as i was the previus sem for my next coming sem cos i will be taking up seven modules. three more mods as compared to this sem's. i cant afford to study at my own pace cos i cannot catch up with the speed and progress of the overloading lectures and work

im so gonna drown next sem. planning to take 7 modules. one lab that requires matlab plus many many lab reports while another module requires writing report as well :(

i am so tired but cannot fall asleep right now and my tears cant stop flowing...

will i ever get to hear that sentence again? im not sure... even with many people of the same situations as me, i feel o lonely.. feel so alone fighting this monstrous battle, all by myself...

sometimes, i really wonder how you have been. after seeing u in ntu that day, i really felt that u look sad. wanted to approach but the fear surged up and i just fled. lol. hope you are doing all fine.. hope you had a nice bday celebration ytd.

happy bday,cpy...

i dun wish to score b- in any of my modules, esp the toughest one, solids... :( i scored really low for my midterm cos i didntnoe where to copy the answers when they are just right in front of me. im really really.... speechlessly stupid :( sighs. else i could have passed. i lost around a total of 30 marks cos of that. seriously heartpain.. when this test is like 25% weightage. :( any drop in my mark will remove me from my current class. i really aim for a second upper but seems like my second lower cant even be maintained... oh god. please save me :( i rly want my gpa to be pulled up alot alot this sem but doubt that it can work.

i will change my status one day :) during the time when i think that the time is ripe :p ( i seem to talk like in some show hahahah)

thanks for entering my life. i think that's the greatest gift that i have in life. :) Despite all those unhappiness that i have experienced or experiencing now, im considered quite contented in my life. I do not deny that im being very disappointed with my mum or my studies but i can tell everyone that i will not give up. i just need some time to encourage myself and abandon those negative thoughts that include giving up. i do not like to give up and will continue to complete my studies the moment i've started on it. i really need to hang on.. guess im just getting used or trying to get used to failures and sadness inflicted by things or people. jiayou !

又是另一张不及格的考卷子。。。每个人都说第一题很容易做但是我却不会做。太笨了吧？：（ 幸亏的是，我做了最后一题。那题是大多数的人不会做或没时间做的。。。 ：（

hehe i love u :p