Friday, October 18, 2013

You started nagging even before i left the house. To think that i still wanted to stay at home and keep u companion. It is because of this that i kept going out to study no matter how tired i am. It is like a torture to myself... really a torture... but i have no choice...

Saturday, October 12, 2013

I... just wanted ur help in sth... but was disappointed to see u not helping . Asked and yet i was given that face... it really.... really made me real sad.. at that instant , i really wamted to go home asap ..
Oh crap.. idk why im so sad over a small issue.. i cant stop them frm flowing nw...
I have never felt so heart ache seeing an irritated face before... it aches so much that my tears just flow even after i tried to hold them back...

Saturday, October 5, 2013

i know that i have been complaining alot. it is not that i love to complain. It is just that i want an outlet for my emotions. i cant always be complaining in my plurk :( sighs.i may end up irritating plurkers instead.

sometimes, i really wish that u would keep certain comments to urself. ur comments never fail to let me think abt them. it is not that i find them true, it is just that i find them absurd and kept asking myself if they are true or applicable to be used on me. sigh, i really want to escape from this uni. there is endless troubles. even ppl like J . We are all in the same team. so i expect u to tell me everything about the project. i dont want anything more to do with u . guys in physics course ? major turn off. i dont see anyone acting normally. i will go crazy one day or maybe be in the same level as them :( pfft. i seriously dont like all these. i tried to "back off" and ignore things but u have to give me stupid comments. can u just shut up !?

Friday, October 4, 2013

I think that it is very sweet when 2 strangers come together then become friends and then couple. The amt of info that they knew of each other just increased which added to the tacit agreement. :)) and after all these , they just decide to stay n leave a deeper footprint in each other's life
I have been thinking of what i would do if the names calling have been continuing and not ceasing. This wouldnt make me flare up cause i knew that i cant stop anyone from doing anything. I would just tell the person frm doing so. I think i have only told one person to stop doing it so far. LOL.

I have been thinking of what  are the possible things that would really make me flare up but cant rly think of any. But i guess that i would chide the person back if they were to bully my loved ones unless it is an obvious joke. Just dont go overboard will do. I can tolerate alot of things. Wouldnt get affected by it for long. :p hehe

I get angry with different situations and ppl. Two ppl can tell me the same thing at the same scenario but i would prob get upset or irritated with only one person.

I guess that i shldnt get irritated so easily.. im like giving u the full blow whenever im upset abt anything. Sigh