if you want to lend someone something, you would have messaged or liaised with the person on a meetup or convenient timing to pass the thing right ? But u didnt reply my message. you were the one who asked if i need to cd. i said that i need it for my presentation and you told me to remind u . but if u really want to lend someone something, would u forget about it ? nvm, fine. i reminded u the next day morning but u told me that u were alr out of the house and forgot to bring it along. fine . i asked if u were free on monday to meet up but u didnt reply me. I had to message u on monday then u told me to meet u at lakeside mrt. Called u before i left my sch then u told me that you are holding on to a dvd and isnt sure if it will work. i dont want to take any risk during my day of presentation so i just forgo the thought of borrowing the cd from u. It was until tuesday that i got to know that u told someone to pass me the message to meet u at lakeside. WHY CANT U MESSAGE ME URSELF?! why do u need to go thru another person? HOW IRRESPONSIBLE. AND I DIDNT EVEN GET ANY MESSAGE TILL I CALLED U MYSELF. you could have just tell me that u dont want to lend me the cd or is lazy to message me and i will NOT borrow the cd from you. I can always sing acapella. I DONT NEED YOUR HELP IF YOU WERENT SINCERE ABOUT IT. just tell me and i can always stop asking .

Where r u ..... oh dear... i dont wanna cry myself to sleep... why am i suddenly so emo..

i think that i will get into wer1, ocbc AND MAS :P hehehe. not a confirmation but high possibility i guess. this is esp when ocbc is looking at the log, wer1 asked me for interview and mas shortlisted me . the test that i have to go thru MAS is an assessment test to see my personality. whee

I dont have a good feeling whenever u asked me something. I believe that this bad feeling is due to the fact that u normally assume things. For e.g. you asked me what time im gng to sch tmr. I told u 12pm and u went shocked, telling me that it's too early because our talk start at 5pm. U asked if im doing lab. I agreed with your question and u asked if it is my third experiment. how is it possible? :/ Just because i normally finish my lab fast dont mean that I will do fast this time round. :/

That's also why i dont like to tell ppl about my progress of my work. Whenever i tell ppl, they will feel stressed up. This is why i always have the tendency to give discount to the work that i've done to certain ppl. Im the type of person who dont like to drag my work. Me having done my work, dont mean that you dont have time for yours. u can manage your own time and not rush and quickly finish your work just because i have done so. I dont like to see ppl stressed and esp ur buey song face. zzz

I am really interested to enter MAS but i know that i cannot compete with the huge number of applicants.. :(
is there any way to stand out or have some privilege? connection dont work now ? :(

I just realized that i have given my mum $700 . I need to save up... :(