i really want to get in but the chance seems so slim now. I am still holding on to a glimmer of hope. My heart hurt and sank whenever i saw a gleam from someone's face when i said about the news. sighs. why are u such an evil person

sigh. someone was irritated with me earlier on today :(:(:(

haix, how are students supposed to know where and when to get the self source form when the CAO didnt tell us anything ? I only decided to look thru my sso when senior told me that the list of companies come out from sso. I went in like 2 mths ago and the things inside werent updated. The dates were said to be incorrect and the list of companies werent out yet. Worse still is , when i wanted to view at the list of companies, it told me that i can only view the list during september 2013. 2013???? which year is it now ?

After i finally thought that i have downloaded the correct forms and wanted to ask CAO for confirmation, they gave me sucky attitude. sigh. If i'm no longer a student there, i might complain about them so that they would give the future students better attitude or have a change in the supervisor. Seriously? what kind of a attitude is that ?! students came to u for help just because they werent sure of what to do. you didnt tell us anything and expect us to know them by magic? but anw, i felt that complaining dont even help. id rather focus on more important things so long as im able to finish my work and process of internship findings.

me: I tot u told W to apply for the open house?
z: ya i did but she kept waiting and dragging the application so in the end, the spaces are all filled. Not like us. so kiasu. apply so quickly
me thinking *since when doing sth quick is called kiasu? whats wrong with doing one's job or application on time?* zzzzz