Im so upset... it feels like a broken promise...

My eyes hurt... my head hurts... everything hurts. The inital pain somehow dont hurt as much..

This prob has been troubling me for years... i feel pain almost daily... i find it hard for me to even tell anyone except the doctor. But when i said it out , i can only cry like an idiot. I feel so weak.. so vulnerable... i shldnt have said anything ...

I feel so sad... im alr feeling so much pain and yet u r still kidding. It just made things so much worse. My heart ache.. feeling pain n hurt inside out..

so tired of people's fascade. but i should be glad that im able to see through them. well, im ignoring those negative traits

I feel so devastated ... so deprived of chances, hope, advices... and yet , when i saw ur reply , i felt worse. Felt more confused , more terrible..

I accept the outcome but i just want to KNOW why. Is that so difficult -.-

I cant sleep... felt so sad hearing those tone...... sigh...... i feel so...