I feel so terrible.. ehy must it be like this evrtyime..

Eyes feel so swollen...

Cldnt hear it.... but at least can read it right.. im so sorry for asking. Shldnt have asked amything

I shldnt kept asking for work today so that i cld leave early . Shld have stayed there till 9.30... still can catch a cab. Whats the point... my question always get ignored....

you.... are the best :))

So sian... lack of  sleep every weekday and need to wake up early every weekend and then rush around.. worse still is if i get unnecessary nonsense.... sometimes is fine but it rly makes me feel irritated.. sigh.. sleep helps but my report is untouched...

im getting so many problem from this company. is this vp to be exact. please dont disturb me when i am home. i just want to be alone.. dad gave black face and u gave another one too. what do u want me to do ?! im being stuck in the middle AGAIN. in intern and at home. seriously, STOP IT. im really sick of these. i really didnt know what to do at work..

It is a terrible day...

If this carries on , im gonna have depression. Sigh. I need an outlet.

Looks like i have to tire myself out daily....

I cant get rid of this depressed feeling ....

Cant stop crying now...

I feel so tired.... Dont feel like caring about anything.... But i cant. even if i tried doing, im deemed as not. that sucks..

everything feels good for now :p
i love my job (for now) hahahhaa

i feel ultra terrible now ... all those past negative thinking that i used to have are back... im better off gone...

life is never the same, never will be the same and has been the same..
havent gone to my blog for so long. saw a comforting message when i went in. thanks for the shoutout in my tag board. :)

This feeling sucks big time. Thats the reason why i hated to be home. Id rather go out daily even if im tired... cause i feel more tired staying at home.. i dont feel any care from u. U just got so petty. Any little thing can make u ignore me or even give me attitude. This made me irritated but i dont care abt it at times. No matter if i got irritated or not , i just got scolded or given attitude. Whats the point of staying here... u still dont see it , do u ? This happened since sec sch. Im rly tired. U nvr do this to bro and i dont see how my temper is worse than his. Im so tired...

sometimes, i really wonder why u r so petty. im already feeling so tired with all the drama outside and yet u never fail to add on to them. argh

Thank you so much. I appreciate it. :)

I feel so demoralized and...upset....