it's gonna be e new 2010 yr in like just 2 and a 1/2 hr !
well, e feeling of a new yr seems kinda normal to me.
not rly so looking forward to it as school is strting soon.
i'm fine wid sch but as soon as i feel tt projects will tk it toll on me agn, i fear.
in summary, e yr 2009 is kinda fine for me.
i got to noe a lot of awesome frens.
normal frens becoming good frens.
and some gd ones, becoming real good to me.
and.. i got to noe u (: this made me feel rly blessed. serious.
i dun care abt wad sad things happening in e past cos i look forward to our future.

life hadn't been treating me good since i was born. e yrs 2008 and 2009 are much beta to be frank.
if u were to ask me to list e sad things tt happened, i cnt.
cos i tend to forget sad things unless e memories are being triggered agn.
e past haunt on me sometimes.
but i still have e good ones to reminisce.
it's no use thinking abt e sad past. ain't it?
but seeing certain ppl will make me recall certain things.
all well, it's all in e past. smile smile :D

anw. went to see e doct tdy.
ear had been feeling pain since 1 wk or 2 wks? i cnt be certain
slight infection it is.
not too much of a fret.

in this new yr.
i do hope everything will stay fine for me.
i will strive to do better in certain things.
some have slight results for now.
but no matter wad, i'll persevere.

i feel blessed.
i feel blissful.
i feel contented wid wadeva i have.
i feel happy (:
this is e way which i want things to be. :D

went out tdy and ytd.
one word for ytd's meeting :awesome !
met up wid zhane, pup and tofu !
no pics to upload, sadly.

b4 we met zhane, i was like telling dem. e first thing tt zhane wld say is "sorry sorry"
and indeed he did. LOL!
we pup and me burst into laughter.
we waited for more than 2 hrs waiting for zhane and he looked kinda shagged.


pup asked zhane one question, how do u pronounce "compere"?
it's actually quite easy to pronounce. but. pup went "compili" or "compeari"
tt's LOL.
but tofu aint any beta. she went "zan, zen, zon"
me and puppy kept saying e same things @.@


wanna cut this post short. cos tired to continue :(

dere certainly are some misunderstandings.
mis communications and perhaps more of my fault too.
like i've said b4, u may noe wad i'm thinking but u sure duno me.

before i start blogging abt anything...
wanna wish everyone a MERRY MERRY XMAS !! :D:D
but actually, i've nth to blog abt for e day.
uh wells.
but nah. i'll be staying happy !
nth will bring me down i hope, during e sch HOLIDAYS.
LOLOL.
get well soon

i'm so loving it !:D:D:D
heh. things just get so much beta.
but doubt so when sch starts.
crap :(

feels so happy. cos i felt myself book to a lot of ppl this hol.
yesyes. i'm happy cos of this. LOL!

anw. i forgot that i wanna update abt sth.
actually, it's a real life story broadcasted in the radio.

e DJ was narrating sth that she had seen happened. lemme call her A since i duno her name
A said that she was walking along e street one day and saw one stunning babe .
so of cos, she took another look at her. but to her astonishment, tt babe just glared back at her instead of a smile. she was taken aback but didn't tot much abt it.
A proceeded to a shopping mall and went into one particular shop and coincidentally saw tt babe in dere too.
she was looking at some of the stuffs and didn't notice the pile of goods behind her.
beside her stood one plump lady. she saw e babe moving back and was abt to hit those items.
she wanted very much to alert her but tt babe bumped onto dem before she could do so.
those items dropped and tt caught many's attention.
At this, e babe claimed to NOT be e one who banged onto e items and made e plump lady e scapegoat.
She gave an innocent look which will indeed make ppl think she's e innocent party.
having seen e whole process, A (DJ mentioned earlier) spoke up angrily and related the whole "crime act" to everyone dere.
only seconds l8r, e babe dropped tears and her bf entered e shop. he must have had waited v long for his gf and decided to drop in on her.
he saw her crying and w/o getting e fact right, he started ranting at A and e plump lady.
e plump lady was kinda shocked but didn't wanna make matters worse.
so she just squatted down silently and began picking up e things. e couple went out of e shop aft that.
A was feeling furious that such a ravishing beauty can actually put on such a false act in front of so many ppl.
despite so, she could do nth but to rush on to a nearby coffee shop to meet up wid her frens when she was late by 15 mins den.
she quickly found her car and drove it to e carpark near e meeting place and of cos, rushed off to meet her frens aft tt.
out of a sudden, she felt herself stumble over some obstacles. immediately, she knew she was tripped over by a high heel shoes which was sticking out. she hit e waiter in front and e drinks that e latter was carrying splashed onto her and stained her white shirt.
she looked for e culprit and knew that it was done on purpose. cos, tt person was none other than that babe she had seen earlier.
that incurred her rage but still, she didnt pursue e matter, thinking that since e plump lady didnt do so, she should not poke her nose into e earlier incident.

her conclusion was : ppl may look pretty on e outside but have an ugly heart inside. she should be a beta person esp when she was blessed wid such beautiful "shell" .

my sentiments exactly. and to add on, i find that most ppl prefer befriending e babes and hunks as compared to e more ordinary looking ones. tt's human nature to be more attracted by beautiful things. i dun deny that. but , if one person is pretty on e outside and ugly on e inside, i'll find tt person ugly too. and, i do find that some ppl prefer befriending popular ppl too. wad's e pt? u make frens just to be in e limelight? ain't friendship all abt making frens esp wid those friendly and kind hearted ones? once agn, youngsters. haha. but still, no one is perfect.
and, LOL. i found it to be a real coincidence that A kept seeing e babe wheneva she went on tt day. despite so, it made her see the ugly her behind her nice looks.

my phone's resolution ain't good. so i had to made do wid vin's photos tt he took.

went to bugis, orchard and vivo tdy wid vin !! a pity tt liyin cnt join us :(
LOL. i was like kept disturbing him abt someone ~ :P
wil seriously be happy for u if u and her get tgt (;
heh. tired tired. but still, i bought sth. tt's kinda rare for me :P
hope u like e gift.

but seriously, i wanna go on a shopping spree wid my mum ((:
and tt bag is nice !! to me la. hearts to e bag ! :D she'll like it de la :P dun worry

my mother is rly nice till i'm lost for words. to others, she may be one of e best mums u can find, but to me, she certainly is e best in e world. though sometimes i find her unreasonable. or perhaps i'm e sensitive one. i'll sure be filial to her and tt's w/o doubt. wanna go on a shopping spree wid her and of cos, all expenses will be on me (:
just duno why u cnt open e door urself. issit too much a hassle? :/

something triggered my weird feeling towards people getting tgt on9.
yeah, it's nth wrong abt that. people can get to noe a lot of others via net.
but, some just go on steady w/o meeting e other party in real life.
it's not pointing to anyone. just that, i wonder if they are serious abt e other party.
getting along on net dun mean u'll get along well in real life.
it's a different thing altogether.
unless, they meant to give that r/s a play.
cos if not, i still think that ppl should be frens wid one another in real life and see if dey're suitable.
tt's e way to go, ain't it?
idk wad youngsters are thinking nowadays. and speaking of this,
i seem to make myself sound old. LOL

when ppl didnt say anything. it dun mean tt they dun care.
and i'm glad tt u care (:

had an enjoyable day out tdy :D

went to aunt's hse ytd. tk pics of her children. i tell u, dey're duper cute can ! :D

heh. dere was supposed to be another big daughter of hers but i didn't tk her pic. cos she was in e living room. so yeah. cute rte !! ^^

wanted to upload this pic for a v long period of time.
was lazy to upload it to e comp for a long time but kept procrastinating it :X
anw.. tk a look at these 2 pics.


u see a diff btwn those 2 rte !
there is a ghostly figure at the first pic . i took a pic of it and was astonished to see that "thingy" dere.
but when i looked up. i didnt see anything dere. so i took another pic. and tt figure was gone.
both pics were taken at 11:41 am .

how abt these? :p

cute? :D