it's gonna be e new 2010 yr in like just 2 and a 1/2 hr !
well, e feeling of a new yr seems kinda normal to me.
not rly so looking forward to it as school is strting soon.
i'm fine wid sch but as soon as i feel tt projects will tk it toll on me agn, i fear.
in summary, e yr 2009 is kinda fine for me.
i got to noe a lot of awesome frens.
normal frens becoming good frens.
and some gd ones, becoming real good to me.
and.. i got to noe u (: this made me feel rly blessed. serious.
i dun care abt wad sad things happening in e past cos i look forward to our future.

life hadn't been treating me good since i was born. e yrs 2008 and 2009 are much beta to be frank.
if u were to ask me to list e sad things tt happened, i cnt.
cos i tend to forget sad things unless e memories are being triggered agn.
e past haunt on me sometimes.
but i still have e good ones to reminisce.
it's no use thinking abt e sad past. ain't it?
but seeing certain ppl will make me recall certain things.
all well, it's all in e past. smile smile :D

anw. went to see e doct tdy.
ear had been feeling pain since 1 wk or 2 wks? i cnt be certain
slight infection it is.
not too much of a fret.

in this new yr.
i do hope everything will stay fine for me.
i will strive to do better in certain things.
some have slight results for now.
but no matter wad, i'll persevere.