call it paranoid or wad.

i find it hard to believe ppl nowadays.

i tot i'm still able to believe.

but aft so many lies and broken promises.

i guess, i cnt trust as freely like i used to.

but i think, if u've managed to gain my trust, i shld be able to trust u like abt 80%?

ha :/

idk why this sudden feeling.

i dun wanna doubt ppl. it's tiring to do so.

but i'm paranoid, terrified to trust anymore

i still feel scared. tot that i'm alr fine, but i'm so wrong