i'm suddenly being called back to work !! HAHA. was actually out and was thinking if i wanna come back. but i came back eventually. boss was like telling me that dere's 2 ppl off and one mc tdy. tried calling rea but she didnt pick up call. den he told me "since u requested to work on all full shift and requested to come back to work on ph, you might agree to come back to work. we might as well try asking u. i've alr put an '*' beside ur name. so when we need replacement, the first person that we would think of, is u." HAHAH omg. this is wad he told me ! should i feel happy? :p hee. i think i shld. i seriously dun mind being called back to work on a weekday like this !!!!! haha ! this is the first time i felt so happy coming back to work. i rly wonder why. it's not the work scope, not the ppl, and not the money too. though i rly wanna earn alot of money for some useful things, money ain't making me happy to work. i wonder why too. maybe it's cos i'm rly happy within and thus, i felt happy over everything :D or maybe my thinking rly did change to the positive. :)) . . BUT dere's one thing which i wanna change my thinking towards dem but idk if i can do so. i truly doubt that i can, cos it was alr my limit. i didnt think abt it, didnt lament nor bear grudges towards dem. it's just, a form of new phobia that has developed. maybe time can change, but i certainly dun wanna "taste" dem agn