things happened to let us change for the beta.

criticizes said to let us realize the side of us that we've nvr realize at times.

i always felt that i learnt tings v slowly.

i still do feel that way now.

comparing to my fren who came to work on the same day as me,

i'm so much slower.

i noe, i shouldn't compare.

cos different ppl has different learning pace.

wad i can do now is to constantly learn and learn.

i will jy de.

though i still dislike myself at times.

during the past months,

many things happened.

i dun deny that my emotions and feelings are in a turmoil.

i might have thought of things wrongly,

i might have felt things/ situation wrongly.

i might have jumped into conclusion too.

but idk anything.

i only noe that i am slow at realizing things,

not tactful at handling situation.

and i noe that i do tend to escape from reality.

but i do noe that human ain't perfect.

i cnt keep harping on those flaws that i have :)

cos, wad i rly noe now, is to learn more things..

be it in life or during work.

idk if i'm rly giving myself alot of stress to change at times.

but i noe that if i dun "push" myself, i wun change and might be laid back.

sometimes i'm rly thinking if i'm rly doing the right approach.

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