Sometimes , i rly find it tiring to love or like anyone ... ... it is like when u finally like someone , he will leave u . And when u finally think of making up ur mind , sth that ___ do will just hinder me in my decision . Who knows that i may stop liking totally one day ...
sometimes , i rly hate myself for changing my mind ... But , the reason is v simple . It is just that i became softhearted and felt that maybe i shld give it one more try . Or maybe i shld put in effort agn . Maybe that is good . Cos trying makes me give up . And giving up makes me more determined to stay on wid my decision . I rly wonder why i feel so happy seeing that sentence or a word , rather . Maybe it is cos that is the decision that has always been in my mind and yet i didnt wanna ack it . Perhaps . But truth is , i rly feel motivated now ...

Sadly , it is not a motivation to study . I still study but , i rly have this feeling that i wun even score at least a C for all my mods . So my gpa at the end of the day will b ultra cui . "Nice" job loh . Sighs .