i shldnt have cared abt anything

i shldnt have tried

i shld have been so sentimental

i kept recalling abt certain ppl who have left me , now and den

sometimes , i wondered how are u doing esp when my bro mentioned abt u ytd .

hope that ur hand is still fine

sadly to say , i think i shldnt msg u anymore cos u always say random things . lol ! and i dun think that i'll be gng for the outing at the end of this mth .

had kbox ytd .

it was quite fun

bro and my fren clicked :)

and they did pattern outside HAHA .

i felt so ps but luckily no one was ard dere.

been soooooo long since i last saw u .

it's a nice feeling .

that's the first time i stood up and sing .

and first time see ppl dance AND first time hear ppl sing until so loud HAHHA

speaking of "first time" , i gave my sch alot of "first time" T.T

ever since i entered this sch , it's the first time that:

i studied in sch as late as 10pm

i met up wid frens just to study

i dun mind travelling so far like to sp to revise my work

i went out wid frens for movie or enjoyment aft exams

i feared exams

i dun wanna look at my results

i cnt fall asleep at nite due to exam stress

i miss poly life soooo much !

i think that i will dabao module

i dun even think i can get C for my modules

i think that my highest grade wld be my lowest grade in poly -- c+

i think of mugging during sch hols before my sem starts

i keep gng out wid my clique

i feel a sense of belonging to my study clique

i feel so sad gng to sch

i looked alotalotalot forward to the end of exams

i kept thinking of enjoyment before the last paper

okay . i shall stop HAHA

cos i think that this list is endless .

i rly dun feel well recently .

kept dun wanna slp at nite though im so tired .

i wish that i can drink a potion to forget everything

but if dere rly is such a drink , i might not drink it

i believe that every single incident has its value or meaning

that i can learn from it and grow up .

i rly hope that u can reflect on ur own actions . pls dun bring anymore ppl into ur pool of misery . tyvm :)