sometimes, i wondered to myself: if i can start my life all over again, how will i choose to do..

i guess, i might still wanna behave in almost the same ways as how i was before except that i need to be more observant and prevent certain unhappiness from occurring. i am actually quite glad for certain things that happened because they made me think..

however, dere are certain things that i feel that i should do instead:

1) be more observant and sensitive during my sec sch times

2) study alot harder in sec sch (but i wouldn't have known my current great friends if i did)

3) study harder in poly

4) to observe xxxx more first because that's a mistake that i wun wanna repeat else we could have been good friends now

5) to make things clear to pingyuan in the beginning and we might still be friends now? but me and his character clash as we always tends to voice out our opinions.. uh well, i still duno what could be better. just hope that u r fine with whatever you are doing now.

blabhblahblah .. cannot remember anything else now

anw, i feel that i should tolerate my brother because he cares for me. i need to be more magnanimous HAHHAA

i feel very touched and happy that he said "you are my sister leh"

just wish that you can be more ji dong though..