I really duno wad i shld be saying ..
I cried in my sleep without making any dreams . Guess that i anticipated this coming while sleeping .
I deserve it, dun i?
Maybe i was really selfish.
Im sorry. Im really sorry..

I on three alarm clocks ytd night and idk y i didnt off my phone ytd night.
luckily for that, i managed to wake up . None of my alarm seem to go off and None of the incoming messages could wake me up . I just slept on ... maybe i shld rite ? Den i wldnt have to see anything..