i feel so so so terrible now ...

this feeling sucks...

i wished for a gpa of more than 4.5 this sem due the the ratio of my AU this sem as compared to e last. doubt that im able to pull my marks up to a second upper class. hmm.. sighs.

what is wrong wid me.. why do i feel that my temper is getting worse recently. sighs. i cnt b like this

i really dislike guys who dun respect women

RELATiONSHiPS HAVE STAGES ♥


STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage

Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.

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STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road
Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.

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STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain
You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.

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STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”

cnt expect anything..

the same phobia no matter where i go and fall in love wid

i wldnt feel so bad if u were to just tell me that u wld like to study wid dem for tdy cos of the dist...

i felt bad now cos u made me feel like as if someone is coming to keep me companion and my bad feeling eased and in the end, u actually wanted to go along wid dem.

just come if u want to. and dun if u dun want.
dun give whole loads of excuses like u dun wanna disturb me when u urself dun even wanna come in the first place cos u fear of a lack of time to study.

dun make me feel so unwanted.
im alr feeling bad enough ytd and tdy.
tyvm...

this feeling of being lonely suddenly overwhelmed me ... so, strong..

why on earth do i suddenly feel so insecure now... i shldnt b thinking so much as i nid to focus on my studies.....

问了等于没问。是我太小气了吗？ 但是真的很困扰。╭(╯^╰)╮

i dislike guys who let gals make all the decision.

i prefer guys who can make up their own mind and be decisive.

i prefer guys who ain't a spendthrift nor a miser.

i prefer guys who noes how to save up

i prefer guys who are hardworking

i prefer guys who are constantly trying to upgrade demselves.

i prefer guys who take the initiative

lol

i dislike guys who let gals make all the decision.

i prefer guys who can make up their own mind and be decisive.

i prefer guys who ain't a spendthrift nor a miser.

i prefer guys who noes how to save up

i prefer guys who are hardworking

i prefer guys who are constantly trying to upgrade demselves.

lol

i really dislike this feeling or wanting to fall sick and yet not sick. perhaps body is holding on to not letting me fall sick when exams are nearing .

i kept experiencing warmness on my head when i woke up recently. it's just like having a fever but the temp is much lower.

i really dun like it when u assume things, the both of you... i felt bad. tried to put in effort but felt disappointed when i dun see any in u. when things happened, u thought if you are able to let it go. and yet, when i hoped that u wld care, u didnt do anything to show it. what's the point of telling me to "xiao xin" when i sneezed? i have no idea. i feel really bad. so bad that i felt that i wld nid to give in my best. whenever i've decided to give in my best, i always cnt do so in face of you. why issit so ?

sighs ... ......