i really dislike this feeling or wanting to fall sick and yet not sick. perhaps body is holding on to not letting me fall sick when exams are nearing .

i kept experiencing warmness on my head when i woke up recently. it's just like having a fever but the temp is much lower.

i really dun like it when u assume things, the both of you... i felt bad. tried to put in effort but felt disappointed when i dun see any in u. when things happened, u thought if you are able to let it go. and yet, when i hoped that u wld care, u didnt do anything to show it. what's the point of telling me to "xiao xin" when i sneezed? i have no idea. i feel really bad. so bad that i felt that i wld nid to give in my best. whenever i've decided to give in my best, i always cnt do so in face of you. why issit so ?

sighs ... ......