There isnt any feeling that is difficult to get passed because i know that u will be there for me :) thanks

Just realized that there is actually a meaning to my dreams. And i just realized that the meanings to them are simple and they have been persisting for veryyyyyy long. Glad that i dont have those dreams anymore. Yet, i have new sad dreams now. Dreams of not being able to find anyone or that those kins in my dreams are beyond recognition. They would just leave me wandering

feels so moody today :( finally know what to revise or study but... idk where to go this weekend. will be alone at home so might as well be alone outside. idk if mum will need my companion this sat. im so physically tired but dont dare to sleep more . it is cause of this that i will wake up in shock when i tried to take nap recently.

我喜欢看你笑 :)) 真的很喜欢

i hate ppl making assumptions. tsk.

and that's not all . i replied nicely to u though i felt really exhausted. and u had to give me an annoyed tone. so irritating -.- WHY IS EVERYONE ALWAYS LIKE THIS -.-

Why did things turn out this way ? I just want all of us to be happily together... talk and play like we used to. The lousy ah ba and the little kids. Is it so difficult to be achieved ? If u didnt run away in the first place , things will be fine . I will continue having my distractions from ppl unworth. Not only me but her. Sigh. It seems as if he didnt want to forgive. Lets hope things will be fine . Ive done my best to say what i could. Shall stop for the timebeing lest it backfires. U need to do something too. Maybe talk to it but not when we have midterms next week and the week after next :( sighs.