Why did things turn out this way ? I just want all of us to be happily together... talk and play like we used to. The lousy ah ba and the little kids. Is it so difficult to be achieved ? If u didnt run away in the first place , things will be fine . I will continue having my distractions from ppl unworth. Not only me but her. Sigh. It seems as if he didnt want to forgive. Lets hope things will be fine . Ive done my best to say what i could. Shall stop for the timebeing lest it backfires. U need to do something too. Maybe talk to it but not when we have midterms next week and the week after next :( sighs.