After this sem, i find myself feeling sooo tired. Very exhausted. I want a break from everything. I need a long rest. I thought that working less than 10 days this mth would actually give me more rest , emotionally and physically but i still feel very tired. Whenever im home , i feel so tired. So so tired to even watch shows, send resume or email catering companies for food sponsors. I just dont want to do anything. I feel so lethargic, so tired, so restless. I want to find internship asap but whenever i find for online application, i feel so tired and reluctant to even go ahead with the application. I dont feel like doing any of these but i cant. One concerns my future and the other is my responsibility. Though i have sent around more than 50 companies, only 5 replied. All rejects. Im fine with reject but i just....want ppl to sponsor me so that i can sit back and rest.

Why am i so laid back ? I seldom feel this way. Whats wrong with me ... and i kept throwing temper like 2 days back. Well, girl's thing but....i felt so guilty doing so... i normally dont throw temper like this even if i dont feel well... i cant forgive myself throwing the tissue paper on the table , in front of you... i feel so....ill mannered. Whats wrong with me...