sometimes, ppl will come and provoke u when u didn't do anything to dem. why?

sometimes, ppl who are aquainted to u for a long time dun rly understand u. why?

sometimes, I find it easier to pour things out to ppl whom i've nvr seen b4 rather than those whom i'm close wid. why?

sometimes, when i'm in need of ppl to sms or talk to, those ppl whom i've nvr/ rarely see, reply me faster. keeping my companion. why?

sometimes, i like to keep things to myself. why?

sometimes, i dun dare to say how i feel to ppl closer to me. for fear of them not supporting me. why?

sometimes, i longed to pour our my unhappiness but held back at e last moment. why?

sometimes, i hinted and even said some things, things are still e same. why?

sometimes, i can feel emo when i'm actually happy. why?

sometimes, even me, myself cnt cheer me up. why?

why are dere so many "why's"?

i duno :/ i only noe, i'm beat now. didnt have a good night slp ytd.

emo.

waiting for ur reply. but it seems so long. who shall i turn to now?