things dun go e way i want now.
i seriously want this thing to be good.
at least.
let it go e way i want.
cnt it be done?
i doubt dere is any moment where i felt so helpless like this.
perhaps dere is. no, dere were moments like this.
but, not as helpless as now.
who can i turn to now?
ppl i can turn to, ain't able to help me.
:(