sometimes..

i wished i were so smart that i can noe every single things that i should do.

and at times.. i just felt to tired of life.

and.. at times.. i just felt that thinking of ppl's flaws is so tiring.

so, i chose to think abt their gd pts.

and.. maybe cos of that . i got used to their bad pts i guess.

no one is perfect, yes. so no pt kept thinking abt their bad pts..

i only noe i'm so vexed wid everything.

i'm sooooo tired.

i nid a shoulder to lie on to.

even if dere is.. i dun have time to do so.

everything is suffocating me.. so much.

at times. i just dun recognise myself.

i rly duno wad a kind of person i am.

a quiet person?

a noisy person?

emo person?

happy person?

i guess i am all.

and whether i'm a nice person or a bad one in fact, i cnt say..

cos it's up to ppl to decide for themselves.

not me.

i hate to see ppl being so emo ard me where i cnt even do anything

i'd rather i'm e one emo-ing.

i'm seriously.... so tired.

physically yes for sure.

mentally? i noe i am feeling that way to the max last time.

now?

am i numb?

i cnt feel anything :(

it's so torturing.

very..

i only find myself emo-ing cos i'm being affected by ppl's mood.

or maybe it's cos i'm tired (physically) now.

so i sound weird everywhere.

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