had two papers tdy.

theoretical..

and.. my 2 worst subs.

and dere's one more elearning this fri.

one of my worst sub ):

while doin my exams..

sth came into mind.

and i just tot over wad happened.

i just stunned dere.

mind blank, staring in front of me.

it's been 3-4 yrs le.

so long alr.

so long... no pt thinking over it agn rte?

yes i noe. but my mind just wanna think.

wad can i do?

if i have amnesia, things wld be beta.. wouldn't it?

or would it not?

i dun wanna think.

but wheneva i see you, you, you, you, you..... and you.. and....... a lot more of you..

i just think.

i just wanna run away.

just turned my back.

it's so tiring.

to have it haunting aft me.

this is the one thing which i've told no one abt it and dun intend to.

so i can only rant it here.

thanks blog for tking in the "impact"

no one should listen to me. so i tend to keep things to myself :D it's a gd thing too actually. and cos sometimes, i just feel emo suddenly that it'll be so tiring for them to listen to my rantings over and over agn

and sometimes, i just kept thinking....

... if i should give up

argh. idk why. but now, i see everyone so fine ard me.

fine as in.. dere's nth i dun like abt them ):