what do u guys look for before getting into a r/s?

looks ? personality ? feelings ? or even , if this person make u feel comfortable.

if this person A is, lets say, super fat and ugly but let u feel v happy wid and this person B is super pretty but has some attitude prob .. which one would u choose ?

maybe some ppl will choose person B and think that he/she can try to change person B .

for me , wad most impt is to be able to get along well with that party.

if this person quarrels wid u often as frens , how on earth will u be able to be tgt wid that person ?

likewise, if u cannot understand wad this person is trying to convey in most of his/her sentences, how are u guys able to communicate.

i've experienced both before.

as much as i would like to accept/continue, i cnt .

also, i dun look for someone that's holding on to some super high positions .

so long as he is willing to work hard, i'm v happy wid it alr.

but things , are always not as easy as ABC.

sometimes, ppl or situation tends to complicate matters.

i want to solve things but things are always go out of my hand.

take ur matter for instance.

i admit that i didnt make things clear in the first place.

you come into my mind at times, though not as often alr and i wonder, how would things turn out to be if i were to say things out clearly in the first place.

but , at the back of my mind, i noe that things wld still be the same as now .

maybe it's beta for the both of us .

and you , i told things to u alr and all i need was time to consider and try and think but u dun get it, or didnt want to get it ?

that, i cnt say for certain cos i've no idea as well.

i wonder how things are gng for u .

but this rly affected me , till i experienced that slpless nite .

but when u get to noe wad happened, u didnt cheer me up.

rather, you made me feel worse.

i noe u feel bad too but , you didnt try to at least cheer me up.

just two words "cheer up" wld be v sufficient but that nvr come out from ur mouth.

maybe i expected too much from you .

i need my pillar but , dere seem to be none anymore .

where have they gone ?

did i chase dem off, one by one ?

perhaps :)

but , no matter how ugly things become , i'm v certain that things will turn out for the better.

i believe that at least i can try to change the outcome .

if i were to tell myself "i cnt do it . just forget it . just let it be" for every ugly situation , dere wun be any beautiful picture .

i cnt be "falling" over every obstacles and not trying to pick myself up and getting myself injured w/o anyone seeing it .

but , i just need some encouragement to give me that extra "push" and den , i can advise myself to give it , one more try