mum was worried that i might fall sick that she was happy when i decided to stay at home instead of gng out to study today.
she wants me to be back home early so that i can have sufficient rest.
it's these little little concern that warms up my heart.
i dun need monetary things.

it's just like those effort that people put in.
i can sense it.
i can see dem for myself though i normally dun mention abt dem.
so long as i noe of their existence, isn't it?
even if anyone failed to cheer me up, i wun feel disappointed.
rather, i will be upset if they didnt even try.

im happy with the things around me.
im happy to have made these good frens and the people that i've interacted with.
these people include those that i didnt have good nor fond memories of.
it's these experience and type of people that made me cherish those good things that i have now and tell myself to self check, to not be the same as dem.

should get back to studies now. lol.
i need to score real well this sem as only 11 AUs are included in my gpa :(
though one is a SU-ed core.
a core that most people dreaded.
a core that more than 50% failed
a core that the mean and median are of a failing score.
a core that i didnt want to get a "U" grade in.
wish me best of luck.
else i'd feel so disappointed and keep feeling that my hard work dun pay off.
and that maybe i shldn't have studied so hard.

but after any negative thoughts, i will automatically self motivate myself to put in extra effort cos i dun want to have any regrets.
i alr have enough regrets in the past.
didn't want to add anymore inside my "regret" history