last time, i always tot that guys,

are the magnanimous and not-petty sort.

but idk if it's cos they changed or wad.

cos some of the guys that i knew, are so petty

and, even act like gals :/

i've always tot that they'd not harp over things but in fact,

some dun.

i always tot that i'm the petty one.

last time, perhaps.

but now, i've been trying to change and not get angry easily.

well, things are so different now.

guys, i'm so disappointed in u all.

and, idk why i suddenly questioned myself if i'm a les.

LOL. i noe perfectly well that i am not and i dun like gals.

but aft thinking thru, i finally noe why i asked myself that question.

cos, i'm beginning to dislike some character of the guy frens i knew.

and it's not that i dun like all guys.

it's just, i'm disappointed in them, and though i've tried hard to accept them as a fren,

i cnt. until they change.

and sometimes, i rly duno why some ppl got tgt when they duno each other well.

if u guys cnt get along well as frens, and even gd frens.

how can u guys become couple?

and even if u guys are gd frens, it dun mean that u guys can be gd tgt as a couple.

or even love each other

i've heard this sentence somewhere, and i agree.

"even if u love someone and vice versa, u guys might not be gd as a couple if u 2 dun have a future tgt"

i agree though i dun rule out the fact that dere's exception.

so sometimes, i think a lot b4 getting tgt wid someone,

to see if we can get along well.

life is forever complicating.

and sucks.