went to look for mum last sunday and saw this fortune teller. he is SUPER accurate.

before he saw me, he knew that i am always having headache and constipation. and he explained that my constipation is due to stress and me not destressing things. how true. even my doctor said this before. didn't rly believe it that time :x

and when he saw me, he said certain things which i think are soooo true:

1) i am a quite zi bei person. (i think low self esteem is the word in english)

2) i always have negative thinking in my mind. and that is the reason to why i am "blurblur" while walking

3) i am very hardworking but duno how to study smart

4) when my mum nagged me and i dun like, i just walked away

5) i study hard but not study smart.

6) i am a perfectionist

7) in a r/s, if a guy is good to me, i'll give him my whole heart. if anything goes wrong, i'll cry my eyes out.

8) if people dun wanna tell me sth, i'll try and go dig those things out

9) i duno how to destress and i dun confide in people. so i tend to bottle things up.

10) i am quiet (but not rly when i'm wid the plurkers)

11) i dun have much friends cos i seldom talk

12) i am straightforward

13) i dun dare to talk to people sometimes cos i feared of offending them

14) i have 2 ex

15) it is my character to not look up while walking nor talk much to people. so some ppl tot that i'm proud, but i'm not.

16) if i duno how to do sth, i'll keep trying and trying till i succeed.

VERY true lo. well, talked to him and i just felt much better. bought sth from him too :) mum bought hers too.

aft that talk, i rly rly rly felt much cheerful :) and i was rly happy. partially is cos of a goondo who talked to me agn. :P and, i rly missed being happy, deep down in my heart. welcome back, happiness.