conflicts. arguments.

necessary?

perhaps yes, to a certain extent.

i'm so sick of u 2, always quarreling.

dun u noe, sch work comes first, rather than those little little stupid arguments?

arguing over little things, rly ain't helping anything, but putting our project at risk.

as for our project...

though i've done practically nth towards the design, i can understand the feeling for hard work, all gone down the drain.

yes, everything's changed.

so, how are we gng to explain "our design", or rather, YOUR design to the judges?

changes have been done. so i think, wad we can only do now, is to ask you abt the design, yeah?

MST's over. been to liyin's chalet. had fun. and it's kinda nice to see her aft so long.

it's nice.

thanks liyin for the invitation ((:

but when i came home, all weary and yearning for some rest,

all i see, was argument agn.

yes, conflicts are inevitable.

but, aft any conflicts, we should noe wad to do, and wad not to do.

RATHER THAN COMPLAINING AND ARGUING OVER SOME LITTLE, STUPID THINGS.

from one side of the story, all i see from u, was scoldings from him and his fren.

but from another side of the story, it's more of u trying to not bother our supervisor and trying to get our things done. more of explanation.

from my part of understanding u 2's character, it's more of u, having a bad temper and you explaining things, but was misunderstood as scolding.

i've seen u scolding you in real life. so, i can sorta conclude sth. but all in all, is this argument necessary?

NO. to be frank, i DON'T see any arguments, necessary. Rather, i see explanation more necessary.

but when ppl explain, they tend to lose their temper. and in the end, conflicts occur, right?

i noe, all of u, want to get our project done, well. so do i.

i dun mind gng back to sch almost everyday, just to make sure that things are done, effectively and efficiently.

and i'm the sort of "sch work comes first, rather than outing, outing and outing". if work ain't done, or work are yet to be accomplished, i rly wun feel happy or relieved gng out.

at least, work should be 80% done? or at least 75% i guess. i wished i was hardworking last time. so at least, i wun get to poly and meet some.................. ppl.

but it's all fated. cos from some ppl , i get to noe good ppl. or at least, good to whom i think they are.

this morning, i woke up, and saw crappy things... agn

i explained some things.

do you noe, i rly wanted to tell you that, i've stopped trusting u almost totally?

all the trust, effort that i've put into last time, all came to nothing.

so now wad? hurt?

only u?

i've been hurt, cheated, saddened soooooo many times, till i felt that it's normal to be hurt by u.

dun tell me u noe the feeling.

cos u noe nth. i feel nth abt this incident alr. i'm moving on.

so shld u.

i'd rather be told the ugly truth. that's wad i told u too. but hey, wad do you mean by telling me the truth now? are u trying to tell more lies, or trying to evoke those sad feelings, all over agn?

do u noe that, you're always telling me different things, now and den?

well, i dun feel anything now alr, anw. at least, not as much as last time.

yes, i dun deny that past, always haunt aft me.

but, i'm rly moving on.

and i'm rly tking things in my stride.

i'm just tired of those arguments.

if those arguments are necessary, dun worry, i'll "debate" wid u.

but if i dun find them necessary, i wun wanna say much. cos some arguments, are rly rly rly childish. sometimes, i just doubt ppl of their age. perhaps, i dun act like my age. but some ppl, dun even act at least my age too. yes i noe, age dun reflect a person's character :/