sometimes i rly felt like hating myself.

i just cnt bring it forward to sever friendship wid anyone.

and waiyu, i'm sry but i replied. LOLOL

cos i rly cnt stand him saying all those stupid and crappy things.

like "Since you have DRAWN the lines so clear..."

and true enough, he dun understand me well.

but, i can oso say that he dun understand ppl's feelings well.

i'm sure that if you tell anyone to stop doin sth and they continued, you'll be angry or at least,

feel pissed or wad.

but he duno.

he just continued.

and , u can tk all back for all u want.

cos u noe, i dun want dem.

and i dun even have a need to use them

and i dun even want to use them

and i dun even ... ... sighs.

i hope, i wun get to write any emo posts abt u, or u anymore,

to add on, sometimes, i rly duno wad to say abt u.

it's cos when ppl stand back and think abt u, all those little little negative things come out.

things like, ppl say a certain word and u use the same certain word.

it's fine i noe. but urs is, u used it w/o knowing the meaning.

and used it wrongly.

ppl feedback to you abt ur typing style,

saying that it's too formal.

i agree and when u asked me, i said that i agree wid ur frens.

okay, u changed.

but u changed it into a style so weird that i dun even understand.

it's not formal, but vvvvvvv singlish.

and from wad vin said, it's broken english.

hey, informal dun means talking lidat.

it means.. (from your style), not talking like...

sighs. forget it :x i duno wad you typed last time. dun rmb alr.

i didnt mean to blog abt u tdy.

but it's aft you type those smses,

that i think that i shld clarify a date to return u.

since you want it back.

to be frank, i've nvr ever wanted to tk it back from you.

cos "things given to u, it's urs"

but since you wanna be so petty, den i shall tk it back too. LOLOL.

i told you that we're frens, though someone told me not to be fren wid u (:P).

and told you not to say those things agn.

and as usual, you said one whole chunk of words that i kept trying to convey to u.

k la, i dun wanna say abt these anymore. nor do i wanna think abt them.

i rly want them to fade away wid time.

still, i wanna ask. am i rly softhearted??

cos i rly felt bad when i saw him walk away that day, although i felt angry too.

and i just cnt help it but reply (but aft a day of ignoring totally, :P)

aiya, in short. i'm stupid. rte? )':

forget it forget it. :x

i must look forward to my fyp only.

*focus focus*