sometimes, i'm just so envious of certain ppl.. rly envious..

saw my colleague while gng to my lunch brk. in the end, we went off for brk tgt ((:

now, we chatted alot abt r/s stuff.

and one of the guy whom idk his name is, is very silly.

way too silly.

Hi lonely blog,

I feel so useless, u noe that?? I tried my best.. I did but over the time, i just forget. U noe wad?? I tried to visualize myself when i quit the job. I tried to think positively that i would b able to handle situations more tactfully. At least to talk in a better manner n not talking in a way such that ppl misunderstand me..

Aside to xxx, i tried bt u dun seem willing to do so.. So i shall forget it?

Aside to yyy, i dun have time to think abt this cos im super disappointed wid myself to do anything

aside to zzz, thanks for e chats. At least i do feel slightly beta..

Back to topic... ... I will nvr forget wad kat, nur n IT told me.. I noe i am useless.. I will still try my best.. Bt can u lemme finish all those kiv i have nw n stop giving me problematic situations where im required to escalate to parties whom i duno who they r?? :( can i????

Sigh

thanks

best regards
chereng

everything happened so fast that it seem so unreal now.

i rly need time to see.

i noe, i have been gng against my principle back den

while i was queuing up in the bank, i took special notice of those customer service officers working.

out of 5 of dem working, only one smiled constantly while working.

my first impression of her was good.

after noticing her for a while, i realised that she was still quite new at work.

she need to consult her colleagues about some info and that reminded me of myself.

but i tot "it is inevitable to not noe alot of info while working".

in the midst of observing her , i did not take much notice about her colleague who was sitting 2 positions to her right.

there were some small quarrels between the officer n the customers.

in the end, the customer got angry and pressed "unsatisfied" as the feedback and told her husband "press more press more".

the customer service officer got pissed and replied "press lah!"

little things observed could actually make me reflect on what they could have done and that did gimme some simple reminder at work.

if the same things still happen,

i can tell myself that i've alr tried.

and can maybe let go...

u noe wad?

i'm gonna try..

rly try.

cos i dun wanna be unfair to anyone.

jiayou :)

i will persevere not matter wad and i will NOT tk quitting/escaping as a form of solution.

it's such a sad day ytd and tdy :/

i noe i cannot please everyone.
i noe i'm slow.
and i noe that i need to be more hardworking than anyone else.
that's why, i will presevere on.
but i cnt do it always, cos sometimes, the hits are too big.
one after another and one day aft another.

one console from my manager made me feel beta.
but i still feel bad, very bad.
maybe, i rly need to let it out

sucks. everything sucks :/

dere are alot of things which i wanna learn!

omg. idk if i can learn dem all.

1. driving

2. phones (currently only noe how to set up apn :/)

3. computer !!! (esp how to fix comp)

4. accounting

5. STARHUB ISSUEs !!!!! (for my work) :x

cnt rmb other things but, these are the main things that i wanna learn now :/

doubt i can master any yet D:

hmm, issit cos of lack of slp?

everyone is changing :/

and sighs.. siao le. i hope that it is NOT my case.

i dun wanna have another tricky situation :/

why weren't i off on that day):