i noe i cannot please everyone.
i noe i'm slow.
and i noe that i need to be more hardworking than anyone else.
that's why, i will presevere on.
but i cnt do it always, cos sometimes, the hits are too big.
one after another and one day aft another.

one console from my manager made me feel beta.
but i still feel bad, very bad.
maybe, i rly need to let it out