Hi lonely blog,

I feel so useless, u noe that?? I tried my best.. I did but over the time, i just forget. U noe wad?? I tried to visualize myself when i quit the job. I tried to think positively that i would b able to handle situations more tactfully. At least to talk in a better manner n not talking in a way such that ppl misunderstand me..

Aside to xxx, i tried bt u dun seem willing to do so.. So i shall forget it?

Aside to yyy, i dun have time to think abt this cos im super disappointed wid myself to do anything

aside to zzz, thanks for e chats. At least i do feel slightly beta..

Back to topic... ... I will nvr forget wad kat, nur n IT told me.. I noe i am useless.. I will still try my best.. Bt can u lemme finish all those kiv i have nw n stop giving me problematic situations where im required to escalate to parties whom i duno who they r?? :( can i????

Sigh

thanks

best regards
chereng