i always tot that a r/s should be where both parties can talk almost everything and where they can talk to each other no matter wad happen. even if it's just some unhappiness btwn them , it can be sorted out by talking nicely and from dere , get to noe each other beta .
and i always tot that couples can study tgt , even if they ain't studying the same course or related courses. ain't couples supposed to chat wid each other (although not daily) ?? shouldn't they joke ard and stay happy , though they shld noe when they are required to be serious ?
shouldn't they try to communicate more via smses or any other communication media so as not to drift apart ? shldn't they ?
i've no idea .. aft so many things that had happened , i felt that these could be so wrong . but , does it matter now ? i doubt so ... my heart is starting to rly feel numb ... i'm starting to get used to those things and alr not joking to u ... so much that i felt that i'm starting to sound cold to those replies ...
but , isn't that wad u want ? since someone at ur age should be serious in EVERYTHING ... yes , u mean everything . so maybe i shall be super serious to u as well .. maybe when i see u the next time , i will just look at u seriously and talk to u seriously ...
though as much as i feel numb , my mind just wandered off easily recently ... my mind can just drift off during lessons , while walking and even doing my own things . time will definitely eventually make me not think as much , i guess . my mind needs to be kept occupied by other things .. sometimes when i'm taking the train , my eyes can just feel so hot suddenly that , ... .... .... .... (u noe ... ... ) that i quickly closed my eyes and tried to slp .
everything is giving me such a scare now . c++, cal, phy , and blahhhh .
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