trying to observe alot of ppl .

but sometimes when i look at dem , i tend to stare into space wid my glare on dem . lol !

my mind wanders off or just shut off cos i'm tired .

well , aft tdy , i realized that i can actually dun feel bu she de .

maybe i will if it really happens but , for now , i dun think i will .

the more bad i see in someone , the more i will feel numb .

it isn't worth having the 10th time to happen and so it didnt happen aft all i guess .

when i see certain comments now , i will go "i expected it . wad else can i do ? i've rly tried all the things tht i can .. u said that u will blame urself first when things happen but i dun see u reflecting on ur own actions . idk wad i've done are right but at least, i've tried my best and tried my best to let have anymore rooms for regrets . at least, i'm trying hard . i noe u r trying hard too ... trying hard to complain .... .... .... "

like i told my fren "i will consider if he tries changing his racism and temper but i rly doubt that he will" .. mcp will hardly change ...