dere are things, which ain't for me to say anymore.

i only noe that i rly do seem like a fool.

ppl just walk in and out, as and when they like.

i agree wid someone that they dun have the right to do so.

for well, fool as i appear to be, i dun rly mind them entering agn. :/ cos, who would want someone to be gone just lidat?

and i noe that certain things which happened might be a small matter.

but when they happen a lot of times.. and even almost everyday..

can u tk it?

first.. i think u and me have a generation gap though u're only 2 yrs older than me. i told u that you're talking nonsense and it's not the smses that are making me unhappy but rather, your words and u said, "i want to inform you about uni stuffs. and some other things which i should not say". with regards to that reply, wad i wanna say was, i've nvr said anything abt u telling me uni things. as in, nvr told u not to say them. but well.. for those other things.. i've always told u not to say that but u repeat. so wad can i say? u dun even understand my sentence nor do u understand me. furthermore, you said "Y am i smsing you everyday is cuz i want to gain back your trust and love". nonsense rte -.-

second... aft the talk ytd.. i rly agree wid wad u said. you guys have no right to do that. i truly agree wid wad u said. but wad can i do? stop u from doing that? things to be said, were said. things to be done, were done. now, i'm beginning to wonder why i tried to salvage so much last time when things were always gone wid a *poof*. shouldn't u at least thing of how i'd feel? instead of thinking those extreme extreme things.

okay full stop. i dun wanna say anymore. cos if i were to continue, i'd be repeating those things which i've said before. i bet no one wants to see me complain anymore rte?? ((: i dun wanna do so. but that's only provided that they dun do those things :/

okay, i'm left wid many many calls. sighs. cnt grab any tdy and motivation's just lost in betwn :/ useless me :x hee. and, i have to do my project tmr. yes, it's fyp :x heh. but report only xD

had one test tdy.. hope can fare well. hectic schooling life begins alr. labs for consecutive wks instead. sooo tired. i'm lacking the motivation alr. seriously.. and when i attend lessons now, all i'm thnking was fp, fyp, you, you, you and you. HA, i neeed concentration ! nvm, from now onwards, i'm rly gonna concentrate. be it in work, in sch or even talking to ppl AND WALKING. haha ! my mind always wander off :x

cher eng, you have to work hard okay.. i noe, motivation by other ppl always give you an invisible "push". but to rly work hard, you have to motivate yourself. wad matters is u, telling yourself to work hard and rly do it. i hope i wun be deemed as stressing up myself HAHA.

if ppl dun wanna me to be in their life and choose to walk out, den dere's nth which i can do. rte?