ppl reflect (if they do), and said they wanna change (just like wad i did too).

but most impt thing is that they rly do it.

i rly hope i will keep the promise to myself and change.

so far, i've changed a bit, i noe !!

HAHA. i noe i did cos i've seen improvements.

but only slightly.

at least beta than nth :x

to be frank,

i've been thinking a lot recently.

thinking abt my behaviour.

thinking abt how i let certain things affect me so much that i dun have any mood for others.

thinking on wad i can do to improve on certain things.

thinking on wad approach i can use to improve certain things.

idk if i over-tire myself or no appetite that i ate v little recently

for instance, tdy.

i only had one meal.

i have 2 meals normally, so i guess, one lesser meal isn't a prob nor sth which i should think is unusual.

one thing for sure is that, i've been thinking a lot.

even my mum said that i seem to be deep in thoughts tdy.

and i actually made a white lie to prevent her from being worried.

i just said "nope. i'm v tired. just staring into space".

sry for lying. :/

and well, idk wad u're thinkin actually.

i wanted to do sth but i noe i cnt.

i wanted to salvage but i noe i cnt too.

had been bugging elvin wid this prob of mine.

nvm, i'll try to keep it within myself :)

and btw, i wanna say one sentence to an annoying person.

NIC !!!! SHLD I RLY SAY IT? but wait, it seems bad :/ ha.

stupid me zzz