stop havin such low self esteem in urself.

if others can, u can too.

dun give urself any chance to regret :)

just be urself and use life to the fullest.

if they are able to find, you should be able to find too.

i dun mind waiting for one yr (ONE YEAR ONLY AH ~ :P)

HAHA xD

kk la, 2 yrs is also fine. but if it tks more than that, i'm rly gonna lose faith :)

nevertheless, nth is impossible.

just let things be. if it's meant to be mine, it'd be.

if ppl choose to walk out of my life, i cnt do anything much.

they make the decision themselves.

and being me, i wonder if it's stupid or wad to just let them walk in and out,

as and when they like.

but well, it's a blessing in disguise to see,

who are the ones who rly care.

even if it's just a sentence of asking me how i am or if i'm beta,

it's still considered concern to me.

cos at least they asked, right senior? LOLOL.

and, i suddenly recalled who the one who helped me previously is !! xD

HAHAH call me muddleheaded ):

he's such a big shot ! how could i forget him

and for a moment, i actually tot that he's the "ah neh" lab helper ):

but ..... he's my cya head !!!!!

well, dere's 2 head.

ha, not gonna forget u alr. cos i'm rly thankful for ur help :))

and, i rly felt like calling u and.... HAHAHAHA arrange a meetup wid my manager xD

I duno if it's possible xD

but if it means higher chance for a deal, i dun mind making that call ^^