and someone had to prank call me now -.-

i noe who issit though

to be frank, i feel more at a loss rather than being so emo over things.

i dun deny that i am sad. but, not totally sad cos i'm trying to cheer myself up.

sometimes, i dun confide in ppl whom i've nvr confided in b4.

and, wad i'm feeling kinda down now and.. feels like hiding from everything

indeed, i am not alone.

i noe.

but sometimes, frens cnt be always dere for me :x

why am searching?

searched for 62 pages alr.

or maybe 65 pages?

no point

chanced upon this pic. :) nice? xD

tried to save some things but they seem out of grasp.

i noe i'm not good wid it.

cos hope everything will be fine aft ending it.

dun condemn anyone if u duno that's the truth.

cos wad u think ain't always the truth.

anw. was using comp while i heard my mum's and bro's conv.

*mum was singing*

bro: who's singing?

mum: me. nice??

bro: yes.

mum: wanna hear somemore?

bro: okay.

*mum continues to sing*

my mum. cute xD

烦不烦啊 :X

family background can indeed determine a person's character.

and it's sadly, true most of the times.

i've seen quite a few similar cases b4.

but no matter wad, i hope that dere's exception.

i duno how i should feel.

and i duno why but my heart just sank.

and, gonna have bf wid mum tmr ! :D

藏在心底的话并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是并不是所有的疼痛都可以呐喊

sometimes, the only way to hide the pain is to smile on. :)

the haze seems much beta now :D:D:D

Chanced upon some pics in fb. dere are more actually, but too tired to see :X

HAHA.

Here are some of the pics :D

Just in case u duno wad the last pic means,

look at the background (behind the policemen).

It shows some robbers who have just robbed the bank :x

talking to garfield abt frens can make me recall a lot of things

of how frens can leave u when u needed someone the most.

my phobia is acting up agn.

and my head, hurts agn :(

and the things u said, are getting weirder and weirder agn x.x

and, read a mini post in yahoo regarding Mas Selamat.

It's been a question mark to how he managed to escape, uncaught for more than a yr.

LOL. i agree to wad the post said.

it's like showing how the security heven been tight enough.

but at least, improvements have been made, since.

i've always thought that spore would be super super safe, but facts showed that it ain't.

no place is that safe, true.

:)

and the haze seemed loads beta now :D

heven had mac meals for more than a yr,

but wid the exception of "koping" food from frens :x

luckily i stopped consuming.

cos, the food (including burgers and fries), wun decompose for at least 6 mths.

maybe loads more yrs :x

and luckily i didnt keep eating mac

if not, i think the burger that i've eaten like 2 yrs ago might still be inside my stomach. HAHA

i'm so confused.

should i believe?

last time, i sure will.

but now, i cnt help it, but kept doubting

it's like, u told me "A" last time.

and now, u told me "B" and wanna me to believe that it's B.

that's wad u told me ytd.

but i saw the msg today.

it totally spoil my mood.

so i shouldn't say u're the only one who is capable of making me hot tempered.

it's u're the one who can make me have soooo many mixed feelings.

other ppl too actually.

and, u still can say it's a misunderstanding :/

i rmb wad ppl say okay.

so if the words are hurting, i can feel hurt for long.

i dun wanna think so much, but i cnt.

i wanna forget, but i cnt.

i tried telling myself that i dun need anyone, but i'm so wrong.

i tried telling myself that i'm strong, but i'm wrong too.

but, no matter how much i feel sad over things, things are still the same.

things are no longer the same.

ppl who were once dere, were no longer ard.

i can only embrace myself and continue bluffing myself that i can do it.

but one thing for sure is, i'll continue to try to cheer up and smile in face of sadness.

right now, i have projects to fret over.

more and more and more to come

things happened to show me that i'm not as strong as i think i am.

and btw, congrats season. HAHA (Y)

who am i trying to kid?

i duno why, i duno how.

i just wanna laugh those things that had been bugging inside me, off.

but, i duno wad's bugging me either.

i noe a few, but dere's a few more, unknown.

must be optimistic.

must smile in face of sadness.

must laugh it off and find solutions.

must jiayou.

a blessing in disguise?

i'm not those kind of ppl who would think wad i wanna do or be, 10 yrs l8r.

mine is those aspirations in the near future :x

for this sem, i wanna do my rly best for my modules to achieve a high gpa.

wanna, pull up my cumu gpa.

(last sem didnt pull up much :/)

and, wanna do well for fyp.

(wanna score an 'A'- hopefully)

when i grad, i wanna learn driving (:

i noe it's slow cos everyone's strted theory test except me.

but well, i wanna focus one thing at a time.

and well, i wanna tk up a part time job too.

wanna earn money cos i dun want mum to work ):

hopefully these can be fulfilled.

will try my best though :D

and well, for other things,

they're not to be blogged here (:

cos my blog is alr v emo HAHA.

:/

good. i'm feeling beta alr ((:

i needed a hug badly recently.

and mum just hugged me xD

HAHA. i think great minds think alike rte? :P

my "talk to me or u'll die" feeling is gone.

LOLOL

i think it must be cos of fyp that stressed me up so much and from

s...

LOL.

but nvm, at least i'm trying to be beta now.

i'm so tired of being emo.

though, sometimes i rly cnt help it.

and maybe a break makes me beta?

at least, now my fb is not being spammed :/

but well, one thing for certain is,

i dun keep thinking abt bad pts of ppl alr.

except for maybe one, or two bad pts?

spinnovex results is out.

and, dere are quite a few things which i wanna say.

but dun think it's best to be said here.

maybe..

i wanted to say sth.

but think it's beta, not to

i duno why but i feel hurt when i saw the emails

Time really passes v fast.

it still seem as though i just gotten my results ytd.

the feeling seems to be still vivid in my mind.

was looking at some sec sch frens' pic just now.

and , recalled a lot of things.

those bad ones of cause.

cos dere's nth nice to reminisce.

It's just like living in nightmare for 2 yrs.

and it still seems horrifying now.

The barrier in my heart.

And, tdy, i went to fren's house for project.

in the end, everyone's late.

received a call and strted to ponder over wad courses that i shld tk.

anw, sch is strting tmr.

well, my fears are here agn.

and i'm sure, i'm the only one in the class wid this fear.

i was thinking that if i were to rly enter uni (provided that i can :/),

i will try to not let such things happen agn.

but i doubt i can succeed.

cos of xxxxxx :/

nvm. jiayou :)

I'm still trying to be happy.

trying... trying trying ...

and dere's sth which i wanted to say e other time when i saw sth.

pls dun insult ppl's name -.-

i hate it.

hate it ttm.

cnt help it and dun wanna be like this.

but i rly cnt stop it.

but well, i'll persevere.

i rly hope that i'd stop waking up countless times while slping.

it's like 3 hours of slp, i can wk up for 5-6 times :/

sometimes, i'll have this "talk to me or u'll die" feeling.

but well, it's not totally true.

cos i dun scold nor kill ppl (like in fb :/)

LOL, speaking of that, u can try using the application

"top 10 person who wants to kill u"

and i'll be inside the list :x

LOL! how laughable ;x

serious. u can try. HAHAHA

tdy's mood is rly down.

lack of slp makes me a sad person ):

i seriously needs loads of slp.

i rly rly rly feel super shagged now.

I NEED SLP.

i'm exhausted D;

no time to rest this wk.

everyday, gng out.

nxt wk onwards too.

oh bother.

recently,

i kept feeling tired, hungry (super easily), super tired to go toilet (:/),

super hot all over (feels feverish but not sick), loads of dreams,

kept dreaming abt fyp and loads more D:

shit, i'm feeling bad agn.

nvm. time to sing

7 posts in a day.

androne, we can "fight" for the number of posts alr ((:

LOL.

still, i think that u're not alone.

like me, i noe i'm not alone.

but, no matter how many frens, or even close frens i have, i still feel super lonely

i feel super scared abt certain things.

i feel super paranoid.

and i feel sad. cos no matter how much i tried to persuade myself that my life is beta than last time,

i still feel that my life still sucks.

ppl like xxx can have ppl like xxx and ppl like xxx cnt have ppl like xxxx.

i'm sorry for spamming my feelings on blog.

LOL. but wait, it's my blog.

why should i apologise for spamming my feelings ;x

HAHAH. omg.

seriously, i rly felt beta aft saying my feelings out (:

when my mum told me to buy food for my bro aft i'm released from sch,

i felt like telling her "can you ask bro to buy my food instead?"

we both have sch, yes

i understand that u're gng to work and dun have time to buy food for us.

nvm, i dun need u to buy food for me.

if no food, at most i dun eat rite?

if not, i'll have early dinner at 12 during lunch break.

normally, it's bro buy food for sis.

now it's the opposite.

i'm not saying that i cnt buy food for him.

i dun mind buying IF I DUN HAVE SCH.

u noe, i'm feeling so tired everyday

ppl have hols for 4 wks.

and i have sch as usual, even longer than schooling time.

yes, i shouldn't say anymore.

yes, it's wad everyone shld go thru.

yes, i can do it.

yes, i noe

and i'm trying

it's not that i'm not trying.

so why cnt he buy his own food?

imagine me dragging my tired body, carrying my bag, my laptop bag.

and making one round to hawker centre to buy for him

where he can easily make a trip down to e foodcourt in his sch and grab sth to eat.

i noe your concern, he wun buy food to eat.

so do i.

wad i'm not happy now is,

i have to buy for him when i have to carry so many things and when my sch ended late

and when i'm so tired.

i dun mind buying but i rly cnt decipher why...

why?

i dun wanna be so sad/ stressed up or wadeva.

but i cnt, due to stress from fyp.

i've tried to curb my stress.

but, my grp mates were feeling vvv stressed up too.

i'm not like somebody who told me "we're aiming for dist. cos we have the ability to get distinction"

k, back to topic.

tdy, my fyp mates were all stressed up till one gal from my grp said

"i can feel the tension in the room"

everyone was like me,

feeling so helpless.

at times, i rly missed the moments when i was rly happy-go-lucky.

it's not that i dun have probs.

it's just that i chose to ignore.

but i cnt choose to ignore now.

as ppl grow up, their thinking changed.

so did mine.

i cnt afford to ignore.

well, blog is the only way for me to pour out my feelings (:

i do feel beta, yes.

but only to a certain extent.

and, i rly feel like a vampire tdy

LOLL.

all my feelings are so magnified :x

as usual, i dun feel like talking.

esp when i see smses from certain ppl.

i cnt control but BAD memories (if any from anyone)

just come to mind :x

HAHAH. sry ~ ;x

k la, i'm still trying to be happy.

but i think, it's only fyp that makes me have so much feelings overwhelming me .

other than that... maybe.

cos of .....*hmm*..... :x

HAHA.

kk la. fine.

i dun feel so emo aft saying out to my blog. thankkew:D

and LOL. i suddenly tot of sth while listening to "you belong wid me" now.

i played this song during fyp.

and as the song goes..

"she wear short skirt, i wear t-shirt",

my fren went "she wear short skirt, i wear long skirt"

and i went "she wear high heels, i wear short heels". LOL.

(Y)

thank you for letting me feel so stressed up,

adding up to the stress from fyp.

thank you for letting me feel so "pale" tdy

thank you for letting me have a chance to be stalked by my fyp mates.

thank you for giving my fyp mates have sth to laugh over tdy (which i think is funny too)

thank you for making me feel so tired.

thank you for everything -.-

you noe wad, sometimes i rly question myself to why i treat some ppl so differently from the others.

just like today.

in mrt, i was feeling so awful.

and den, flashback started.

and i felt so annoyed.

i rmb once, i said "ttyl" cos i was rly busy wid my work but you still kept replying to that sms

nvm.

worse still is that u copied me -.-

and said ttyl to me the nxt day.

Aft you said that, i didnt dare to reply u, for fear of disturbing u.

BUT U STILL CONTINUED TO SMS ME.

so, i replied rte?

and u said i'm disturbing u.

WTH -.-

den when i met you the nxt time,

i asked u "do you noe the meaning of ttyl?"

and u said "talk to you"

den i'm like "uh.. wad about 'l'?"

and u gave me one guilty or blur look -.-

and i went "it's talk to you l8r"

u asked me to attend a talk wid u tdy

i rly wanted to ignore ur sms.

but i felt bad.

and i rly recalled the other time where i asked u out for a talk.

you said "sorry. i'm gng wid my other frens"

i was sooooo disappointed wid you.

cos it's like hello?

we're gng to the same talk, at the same place. why cnt we go tgt!?!?!?

i told u abt this over the phone.

and the nxt day, you smsed me.

you said "let's go to the talk tgt. since we're gng to the same talk. why not go tgt?"

and do you noe that, when u said that, i totally went '-.-'

do you only noe how to say this aft i said it?

if i didnt ask u to the talk, wun u ask me to it?

and now, when u asked me abt it,

i duno how should i feel.

happy cos i didnt noe dere's such a talk and u informed me abt it?

or disappointed cos u only noe how to ask me to the talk now, and rather last time.

or sad till i felt like saying "sorry but i am gng tgt wid my frens" (though i've not rly asked anyone to go wid me)

and do you noe that, i felt so awful, so sad, so disappointed when u're like nicer to me now?

cos it's like, you're only so nice to me NOW?

wad abt last time?

yaya, i noe u'll gimme loads of lame excuses.

LAME SHIT -.-

tsskkkkk

and well, i was thinking abt sth too.

i asked you if you're entering spinnovex.

and i expected only a 'yes/no' for a reply.

in the end,

you said sth like "entering spinnovex wun ensure u an A. our project is gng green chemistry not into industralizing. spinnovex is for team whose project can be industralized one. dere's 3-4 interview to undertake. If not up to standard, grades will drop"

i just wanna noe if u intend or even gng to spinnovex.

u dun have to tell me one whole chunk of like "hmmm..." craps.

it just reminds me of that time when i asked you "when is our sch strting?"

(we were on e phone previously)

and you said "it's like nxt wk we start sch, den this wk....."

aft saying that, i immediately cut in and asked agn "when is our sch strting?"

and u asked "you duno wad i'm saying?"

-.-

told wy abt this and i agreed wid her.

"wad's the link?"

i duno why i kept harping over u.

but i think i do noe why aft all.

cos u're still clinging on to me -.-

i dun rly mind BUT, the way u're doing it is super tsk.

even my frens laughed at wad u said.

YES, WE ALL THINK THAT IT'S LAME -.-

IT'S SUPER WTH

DO YOU NOE HOW I FEEL TDY?

I FEEL LIKE DELETING MY FB.

and loads more unhappiness.

i feel like deleting that blog.

AND BTW, IT'S SO OBVIOUS.

ARE U DOING ALL THESE,

cos u dun understand gals?

cos u dun wanna try to think abt how i feel?

cos u duno wad i'm trying to imply?

cos u duno wad else to do?

cos u're trying to salvage things?

and.. i dun see that

"have a nice day ahead" can rly lemme have a nice day ahead -.-

thank you for saying it's lame, les.

COS I AGREE.

HAHAHA!

i dun want to "jiu chan bu qing" :/

currently in sch having fyp.

so tired.

but i can only do report :x heh.

and.. i'm so cold !

sch's strting soon

aft like 3 wks of hols which totally dun seem like holidays to me:(

but nvm.

must jy.

last sem alr.

jyjyjyjyjy

Ignore my post if u want.

i'm only saying how i feel.

i felt beta saying it to my blog, serious.

but b4 i continue posting, i wanna say, i'm not emoing (:

just having overwhelming feelings (:

..... ....... ....... ....... ........ ......... ............

i wanna clarify some things.

i DUN get irritated easily by ppl or things.

UNLESS they kept doing irritating things.

it's like, if u do sth annoying once or twice or even thrice,

i rly wun rmb anything much

though it might affect me or my mood.

i just let it past.

but if u kept doing it,

i'll rly get irritated easily by u.

even if u did a rly small irritating thing.

but, the bad memories of things will diminish soon, over the time.

still, still, dere's a limit to my patience.

sometimes, when i tot back.

i rly felt so stupid.

so stupid to let ppl make use of my blurness -.-

and letting ppl tk things for granted.

i always tend to give chances when ppl did sth bad for the first few timesssss

yes, i noe . I'm rly slow at knowing things

i'm rly slow at knowing ppl's character.

i only ppl certain ppl are weird.

but only aft like 7 mths, den i strt to only noe a certain ppl's character.

how sad rte? :(

but some ppl, i can see aft like a few mths (lesser than 7 mths i think)

ya, ya. i noe i'm slow.

and i'm slow at finding ppl irritating.

i can only strt to find ppl irritating aft like mths.

when they kept doing irritating things.

serious.

idk if it's a gd thing or a bad one.

even my fyp mate called me goondo.

yeah i noe i'm blur.

and i rly dislike ppl who tk things for granted.

when sth/ someone is dere,

u tk for granted and even flirt ard.

being irresponsible.

told some of my frens abt u and they dislike u.

but i didn't.

i only strted to feel turn off aft like a yr +++++

SLOW RTE?

YES I NOE.

but it dun matter.

i dun feel angry

i'm just.. sad abt how things turned out.

i'm rly happy tdy

had our interview tdy and my leader said the cost of our product will be 8k plus x.x

OMG.

gg alr. dun think we can get into the spinnovex.

and went out aft that.

i was so happy xD

cos it's like.. we all can relax for the day.

kept my happy mood till i saw sth ):

sighs.

but it's okay. i'm fine.

and happy bday vincent.

happy, happy bday.

happy.

happy happy.

:/

anw, dere's sth inside me that's not happy wid certain thingsssss

LOLOL, even my fren told me to get a bf.-.-

but i dun want

i dun want, dun want, dun want !!! ;x

a nice date, dun means things will be nice as well.

and a bad date dun means things will be bad :x

HAHA.

i love today.

it's so slack.

cos i can do my fyp slowly at home.

it's tmr !

hmm, just a small interview.

our design ain't that much done yet.

companies didnt get back to me ):

i need quotations !!

or could it be that they ignore my email cos i've sent them too many quotations :x

HAHA.

i want kboxkboxkbox xD xD xD

LOLOL

i played my songs while having fyp ytd and just sang.

cos i noe those songs.

and my fren was saying "this has becomes cher eng's kbox"

but they didnt pronounce properly and sounds like 'kpop'

so i went blur and said "kpop? nono. i'm listening to cpop."

den in the end, i realized that they were talking abt kbox ;x

singing is LOVE :D:D:D

things, always looks so much nicer on the surface (:

and i dun like it when ppl judge others b4 knowing them beta.

anw, me and sj are gonna be a vase tmr.

HAHAHA.

soooo.. jy hk. just TALK ;x

wayne will be dere to help. HAHA.

if it comes to components, i can help

so, tmr will be wearing formal wear agn.

so not gonna wear that shoe agn ;x

if not, i'll have to walk barefooted back home agn.

HAHHA

hmm, why are u still calling me that? :/

why are u still saying those things?

i've tried to ignore but things are still the same. oh wells.

anw. i'm so happy that i can kinda slp in late tmr.

and.. i wanna watch "vampire diaries"

hadn't been watching it for 2 wks.

so, it means i've missed out 2 eps :x

finally went in to check and indeed, 2 new eps are out :D

i can watch !!!

:D

wee. rly happy now.

anw.. sometimes, i just kinda laughed at ur sms.

cos the way u reply me is super funny.

cos it's like. u sms me 2 different smses.

since i was super busy recently, i check my smses vvv late.

so when i saw them, i replied the 2 answers tgt.

and my sms is super short.

which goes sth like "yep i noe. ooh. okok. thanks"

den you'll split my smses and reply me 2 different smses :x

funny actually ;x

and anw.

i think u only told waiyu the truth.

cos.. i truly doubt that u told ur frens the truth too.

-.-

and seriously, i rly dislike ppl who self praise.

if it's just a joke, it's fine.

but if it's like for interview and u need to self praise, it's fine too.

cos if u think u're " a beautiful package, full of humor, talent, intelligence and love",

ppl might not think the same way too.

just wadeva it is, i dun like ppl who self praise.

i'm soo impressed by wad u said.

my presence in my life has the greatest impact for me -.-

i'm super exhausted.

sooooo envious when i saw my fren comment that she's so free and nth to do for her fyp ):

cos it's like, i'm slogging my guts out for fyp and she's slacking like abc over dere ):

how i wish i were in her grp. so i can slack too?

but wait...nope. i'd still rather be in my current grp.

at least they're trying v hard to do their things.

i need a long long rest.

but i'm so prepared to end my fyp at 10 PM tmr.

yes. from 9.30 am.

or maybe.. 9 am.

super exhausted.

super shag.

monday's interview will be a kinda small one i guess. 10%

but... still, it's 10 marks.

kinda a high score too.

i wanna slp soon.

bt i cnt.

i needa do some housework too.

but, clothes are still vvvv wet. ):

i cnt do any.

went to slp at 8 ytd.

was super tired that i fell asleep the moment i close my eyes.

and yet, i had to be woken up at 10.30

to see 3 smses and 2 missed calls.

it's like..hey, if i see ur sms and weren't busy,

i'll SURE reply rte?

i didn't reply.

and dere'll be 2 possibility.

busy or asleep.

or maybe even.. didnt check hp.

although being busy has a higher possibility,

you cnt rule out the fact that i'm asleep.

i seriously.. seriously dun understand why u have to call me twice for sth so minor.

it's not like u have to get the answer NOW rite?

plus, no matter how busy i am, or even asleep,

i'd still see ur sms at the end of the day.

unless i saw ur sms and forget to reply, which is possible.

you can still sms me like during afternoon, the nxt day ):

kk fine. maybe i shouldn't even get annoyed for being woken up.

:/

but... i was rly feeling so irritated ytd.

tried to slp.. but cnt.

aft 30mins of tossing ard in bed.

i got up to walk ard the hse and went back to slp.

my mind was super active den.

before wking up, i didnt have a nice and calm slp, to be frank.

but when i was woken up,

my mind was full of grievance, those bad memories of u kept flashing past.

i felt so tired and rly felt like crying but i didnt.

it's like, the past is haunting aft me agn.

so i tried vvv hard to clear my mind and concentrate on slping

but aft 2 hrs, i still cnt slp.

):

and finally, i fell asleep at nearing one am.

what a night.

Sometimes, i'm rly confused.

super confused.

wheneva i see ur effort,

my mind just cnt stop thinking of how bad u were to me last time.

i seriously shouldn't give u chancesssss back den.

i duno why i were still so hopeful.

how silly.

:/

but well,

now when u rly did try..

i just felt that..

you did all these, just cos u felt it's a waste.

maybe, it's cos of other "romantic" reasons but..

i truly, seriously, really felt that..

was u're doing now,

are cos you felt that it's a waste to end things that way,

after 1 yr ++

and.. i'm constantly worrying that u'll shoot ur mouth off,

and saying things, that were so untrue.

so, so unreal.

i seriously cnt stand ur attitude of saying that i felt and even saying things

when i DIDNT.

it happened b4 and the things that u said, regarding wad i said and even feel,

are actually what YOU are feeling and saying.

it's super... "dots"

i noe, u have ur redeeming points too.

and i always, constantly tell myself abt e gd points you have.

but i always failed.

cos, wheneva i tried doing that,

you did sth negative.

sometimes, the reasons, or even excuses that u told me..

are SUPER SUPER CRAP.

i think i should call myself stupid..

to deceive myself into believing u.

though i noe, they are rly craps.

i'm truly very tired.

exhausted.

shagged.

and whatever pool of vocabulary that u can find

it's not once, not twice, not thrice.

it's not even four times. but at least 5 times i think :x

heh.

was irritated ytd nite.

but well, it's okay.

my mood is slowly picking up.

i have loads of things to do, to think abt :D

not gng to let this affect me agn.

JIAYOU :D

anw. i dun feel like talking.

i wanna go kbox :D:D:D

i wanna sing all out

sometimes, i just think

that it hurts to noe tht you tried to salvage when u didn't even cherish in the first place.

i hate myself.

dere's nth redeeming abt me.

i tried.

maybe not hard enough.

but at least, i'm trying.

kk apart from fyp.

i'm trying to become a beta daughter.

trying to curb. and i did :P

i felt so useless, worrying abt it.

stupid CATIA.

why didn't i have this module?

so at least, i can noe a lot more abt it and do sth to contribute.

right now, wad i can do, are those research, report, log book, quotations.

those minor things.

wad my frens do, are those designs.

i wanna help too.

even ideas, i cnt come up wid any.

i noe nuts abt engineering.

even simple ideas, simple thinking..

i oso duno.

i felt so guilty, but they duno.

i wanna help.

tried gng to youtube but cnt learn much too.

yes, at least i noe how to draw a box -.-"

and make holes.

but fyp ain't so easy like doin that.

u need loads more designs.

tssskkkkk.

sometimes i just wondered if i'm doin and speaking the right thing.

you have told and asked me umpteen times.

told you alr, I NOE.

I WILL TRY.

if can, den go. if cnt, den dun force it.

it's okay to repeat urself.

but u're doing it almost everyday :/