Ignore my post if u want.

i'm only saying how i feel.

i felt beta saying it to my blog, serious.

but b4 i continue posting, i wanna say, i'm not emoing (:

just having overwhelming feelings (:

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i wanna clarify some things.

i DUN get irritated easily by ppl or things.

UNLESS they kept doing irritating things.

it's like, if u do sth annoying once or twice or even thrice,

i rly wun rmb anything much

though it might affect me or my mood.

i just let it past.

but if u kept doing it,

i'll rly get irritated easily by u.

even if u did a rly small irritating thing.

but, the bad memories of things will diminish soon, over the time.

still, still, dere's a limit to my patience.

sometimes, when i tot back.

i rly felt so stupid.

so stupid to let ppl make use of my blurness -.-

and letting ppl tk things for granted.

i always tend to give chances when ppl did sth bad for the first few timesssss

yes, i noe . I'm rly slow at knowing things

i'm rly slow at knowing ppl's character.

i only ppl certain ppl are weird.

but only aft like 7 mths, den i strt to only noe a certain ppl's character.

how sad rte? :(

but some ppl, i can see aft like a few mths (lesser than 7 mths i think)

ya, ya. i noe i'm slow.

and i'm slow at finding ppl irritating.

i can only strt to find ppl irritating aft like mths.

when they kept doing irritating things.

serious.

idk if it's a gd thing or a bad one.

even my fyp mate called me goondo.

yeah i noe i'm blur.

and i rly dislike ppl who tk things for granted.

when sth/ someone is dere,

u tk for granted and even flirt ard.

being irresponsible.

told some of my frens abt u and they dislike u.

but i didn't.

i only strted to feel turn off aft like a yr +++++

SLOW RTE?

YES I NOE.

but it dun matter.

i dun feel angry

i'm just.. sad abt how things turned out.