i dun wanna be so sad/ stressed up or wadeva.

but i cnt, due to stress from fyp.

i've tried to curb my stress.

but, my grp mates were feeling vvv stressed up too.

i'm not like somebody who told me "we're aiming for dist. cos we have the ability to get distinction"

k, back to topic.

tdy, my fyp mates were all stressed up till one gal from my grp said

"i can feel the tension in the room"

everyone was like me,

feeling so helpless.

at times, i rly missed the moments when i was rly happy-go-lucky.

it's not that i dun have probs.

it's just that i chose to ignore.

but i cnt choose to ignore now.

as ppl grow up, their thinking changed.

so did mine.

i cnt afford to ignore.

well, blog is the only way for me to pour out my feelings (:

i do feel beta, yes.

but only to a certain extent.

and, i rly feel like a vampire tdy

LOLL.

all my feelings are so magnified :x

as usual, i dun feel like talking.

esp when i see smses from certain ppl.

i cnt control but BAD memories (if any from anyone)

just come to mind :x

HAHAH. sry ~ ;x

k la, i'm still trying to be happy.

but i think, it's only fyp that makes me have so much feelings overwhelming me .

other than that... maybe.

cos of .....*hmm*..... :x

HAHA.

kk la. fine.

i dun feel so emo aft saying out to my blog. thankkew:D

and LOL. i suddenly tot of sth while listening to "you belong wid me" now.

i played this song during fyp.

and as the song goes..

"she wear short skirt, i wear t-shirt",

my fren went "she wear short skirt, i wear long skirt"

and i went "she wear high heels, i wear short heels". LOL.

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